I've found a friend who died for me

Hey guys. Haha. I dunno how many of you will actually read this but..
I really miss us.

Like I really do. I was just reading through our past archives- we fought, yes. We quarreled, yes. We disappointed each other, yes. But we were so close..
We encouraged each other, we sorted things out between us, we talked so much, so much of us was shared with the rest. I really miss that kind of bonding between all of us.
I miss talking to Josh, I miss laughing at Sam's retardedness, I miss hanging out, I miss all our wonderful great plans..
Becky, Kar, Vicky, Joy, Bird, Van, Josh, Noah, Sam, Marcus, James, Ben, Zeph, Hillary, SJ, Ian..
We had so many hopes for ourselves, to grow together, to be closer than a cell etc, and I really believe like we found true friends in each other.. So what happened to us?
Hm..
I mean, of course we all grew closer to our zone and all, esp the past 2 years, but our blog was still active the first part of last year yknow! Then it died.. And we kinda stopped hanging out.
Haha.
Do you still rmb how we used to stay back almost every Sunday?
Like after service, we'll just hang around in church or go out for a movie or smth. Those weeks when we had worship sessions (though sometimes a bit fail..) and talks and discussions abt angels and went to vivo for movie and played with the water at the rooftop there. How we hung around L4 and played hide and seek and other retarded things (hahaha).
Um, that time when James was the seeker I think, then all of us went to hide. And after a long while no one found us so we went up to L4 to meet up. Then James, who was there all alonggggg, popped up and supposedly 'found!' us. Haha :P
I really miss those times, don't you guys?
Like how close we used to be and all. Sure we had our problems and everything lah, but I mean we sorted them thru in the end, right? And besides.. Now we're older (a bit..) and hopefully more mature.
Bonds made between people should never be broken. Esp those of a family.

Haha. I believe a lot of you also miss us.
We had so many aims for ourselves!
Haha I saw like a few posts made late 2008/ early 2009, with like goals for ourselves to grow more united and NOT fight and bond more. But what happened?

Let's get together one of these days, okay? And catch up. And hopefully we'll grow to be even closer than before.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!! (:
Never stopped.

love,
sarah

I watched the world along the longest shores of the earth,

There, I layed in between the disaster beach of Sydney and Perth.

I watched the sunrise to sunset,

The drips of water dripping from the driest oceans off the lily pads.

From dawn to dusk, I layed.

From twilight to the never ending days, I prayed.

War and violence came to no end.

Fear gripped the people's heart till nobody made a stand.

All hope seemed lost,

The world paid the cost.

Hiding ourselves in the darkest caves,

While the sky were filled with raids.

Black smoke rose into the air all around,

Crying and silence was the only sound.

There were no songs sung.

No songs but one.

" Home is behind,

The world ahead.

And there are many paths to tread.

Through shadow,

To the edge of night.

Until stars are all alight.

Mist and shadow,

Cloud and shade.

All shall fade.

All shall fade... "