I've found a friend who died for me

Oh, and i realized something.
and i want all who are reading to think abt it.
just meditate on it...
see the name thing after every post?
it says,
" 'So and so' praised Jesus"

now,
look back at the previous 200+ post.
this blog started out so that we can post
-PRAYERS
-OUR DAY
-ENCOURAGING WORDS

look back now,
how many post really did that?
and how many post,
are emo,
are complains,
are negative comments,
are quarrels,
are rebuttals,
are vulgar-ed.

look back now.
and see.
you DARE say you are PRAISING jesus?
quarreling amongst yourselves?
feeling like shit most of the time when the
MOST POWERFUL
AWESOME
INDESCRIBABLE
PERSON IN THE WORLD AND UNIVERSE loves you?
LOVES YOU SO SO MUCH!!!
to give his only son to die on the cross for you.
DID JESUS DIE ON THE CROSS FOR YOU PPL, SO YOU CAN QUARREL AMONGST YOURSELVES!?!?!
SO YOU CAN EMO AND GIVE NEGATIVE COMMENTS?!?!
DID JESUS CALLED HIS DISCIPLES NAMES NO MATTER HOW FAITHLESS THEY WERE?!?!

the answer?
NO!

how can you say that you are praising Jesus?
Do not use the same tool you use to praise Jesus to curse a brethren.

"With it we bless our God and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been made in the similitude of God. Out of the same mouth proceeds blessings and cursing. My brethren, these things ought NOT to be so." - James 3:9-10

Tomorrow,
the world ends,
and you see God.
You DARE say with those 200 plus post you have glorified God?
You DARE even look at one of those emo post and at the bot say you've PRAISED Jesus?

Im in no right to mention any of these.
I just want you guys to see,
becoz i saw that James praised Jesus
and i just got so convicted.

I just ask, that you meditate on it.
Have the 200 post here successfully praised God?
Im not disappointed or anything.
As i type this,
i just feel SO SO MUCH like breaking down.
I don't show how i feel much,
i help too much i guess,
but there's a limit.
Where do i cast my burdens?
God of course,
but sometimes God wants me to go thru tests as well,
and i can be friggin weak as well.
im just saying,
let the post after this,
and the post-s's's's's's's''s's's's's''s's'ss's's's's's'(on and on)
be to ONLY praise Jesus,
and for encouragements.

its not that we did not praise him or wadsoever,
we did,
but i just cant say by all those negative posts we can say we've PRAISED jesus.

Lord, i am so sorry,
i have not been living my life as a christian,
i dare not say i believe in You,
for when i stand beside a non believer,
there is hardly a difference.
Lord,
im so sorry,
Please forgive me...
Thank you Lord,
thank you so much.
Lord just teach me patience,
i know i can come to You when im in need,
for refuge,
for healing,
for strength,
for everything i need.
For You are my provider.
Lord i just wanna commit my life into your hands,
i wanna commit each and everyone of these soldiers to your hands,
You have you plans for us.
Give us patience Lord,
for i ask all these in Jesus' Name,
Amen.

People,
from the bottom of my heart.
I love you.
:)
Let's change our ways,
look into you,
and change that flaw,
let's start being mirrors,
and reflect God's image,
so that others can see Him in US.

God bless You.

i have tons to say,
but yet no words come out of my mouth.
what will i say?
what will i do?
Everyone's angry, disappointed
and every thing's in chaos
they say they have the right to be angry
dun we have too?
They seemed a higher level than us
and we feel inferior
Some people say we dun care,
what can we say.
they accuse us of the things they assume
and wad we only do is to swallow it down.
We are quiet, becos we already have nth to say.
They explained themselves so problem free and
only seemed as though we are the criminals.
we have things to say too,
but will they listen?
people say its not all abt us.
we say ok and put ourselves into their shoes
but will they?
We want to trash things out
but wad do we get to say?
We support each other, not just becos we are of the same kind
but becos we noe each others problems.
We try to understand their plight but doors are closed
Some of us are changed but ur assume we are stagnant
we are inspired by each other's change but they just damage it.
We want to get a point across but it always seems as though we were wrong
We want to say sry and yet they dun believe it
We believe ur sorries even though they are not changed too
We have faults but so do u!

they are angry and disappointed at us
expecting us to be guilty for this and that
they are tired...
So are we...
We do not want anyone to leave
Just as we ask for forgiveness
we do the same for them
there are really things that we can learn from each other
its not one sided
If we dun care
why do we get angry and pissed?
We do not expect to keep clearing ourselves
becos we have faults.
We tell ourselves to think abt our faults but dun get too affected
But we all are.

We dun ask for much,
everyone matures at different times
we understand that fact.
so we are not quick to judge others.
We dun want to argue any longer
we are not made to argue
We were made to praise him
and only him...

speechless...
utterly speechless.
i have ran out of words.
or maybe they just aint spillin' no matter how much i tilt.
yeah,
maybe that's it.
just great.

you noe all you girls think that boys no need space but we do ok. we juz step out of our comfort zone to tell u our personal stuff. you all think we so strong but our hearts are juz as fragile..you noe all think the world revolves only around you. DO you noe josh feels so left out.. and i feel that too.. becausewhen the girls down you encourage until super nice. but do u noe that josh is going hthrough a difficult time? do u noe that i was going through a difficult time? and then u all say if u feel burdened u dun keep them to urself but share with us... then now i will use that line on you. becoz its like we do that but u dun treat us the same way.. you noe that time joy felt left out and stuff... u all go encourage her but u forgot abt josh... do u noe how disappointed i was... and i bet josh felt even worse after that..we juz hope one day u can treat us better. we dun expect u to treat us the same way but at least better.

since we're on th subject
i'm 147!!!!
oh YEA(:
haha
and i'm happy ok
cos being vertically challenged rocks
and trust me
YOU DUN WANT TO KNOW HOW MUCH I WEIGH
(:
BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAH
ta~ overly-enthu;hyper-active; crazily high girl
signing out(:
WUSHI FINGER!!! HUOI

To becky, James and Joy.
I GREW ABOUT 5CM.
AND I'M NOT GONNA SAY HOW MUCH KG I LOST.
lol.
ok.
bored.

hey guys,
I CUT MY HAIR!
actually i cut it on like tuesday,
but, haha.
i forgot to post it.
anyway,
i look neater,
and my hair is super short.
but like about bird's length,
and its layered.
(:
whoohoo.
andand.
to becky and james,
I GREW TWO CM.
and...
I LOST 1 KILO.
which is kinda bad cause i am already.
SEVERLY underweight.
so, pray that i would gain weight.
WHOOHOO!(:
loves, joy.
xxoo.
i love songjie. (:

Hey everyone reuben is very sad now can some one form both side girl and boy help him now thanks

HEY GUYS I GOT A NEW PHONE XD WHOOOOOOOOO TAT IS ALL

GUYS!(:
I MISS ALL OF YOUR!
esp, songjie.
LUCKILY SATURDAY IS COMING!(:
woohoos.
love you guys,
bye <3
xxoo, joy
i love songjie.

Teen Creed

Don't let your parents down

They brought you up

Be humble enough to obey

You may give orders someday

Choose your companians with care

You become what they are

Choose only a date

Who would make a good mate

Be a master of your habits

or they will master you

Don't be a show off when you drive

Drive safely and arrive

Don't let the croad pressure you

Stand for something or you'll fall for anything

&always remember that God is always there for you

hey people!! i really miss u guys! haiz...
oh yeah i kinda got something to say. i am really thankful for each and everyone of u. i have really learned much from all of u. i think at times we all need assurances that we need each other. Reuben taught me a valuable lesson yesterday and i thank u for that. i mean we are all growing and learning from each other, and that is God's plan. on the other hand. i mean as teenagers and student. God has given us the responsibility as students. but dun get me wrong! i am not some naggy old mama here or someone to tell u that u are not focusing enough on our studies. But lets not only do our best to spread the gospel to our friends but to also take pride and do our best at sch, no matter how bad our situation is in. Further more this is the only other thing to give back to our parents, after all they have done for us. We are dutiful to them... i guess in a way... Yeah... taking pride in our work also gives glory to God. so lets go on starting the term with energy and expectancy!
So... i guess thats all from me. erm i would really like to point out that all of us are imperfect. and pls look at ourselves be4 saying others. this is something i am trying to do:)
Love,
Karyne

hey guys...... i am like really sad becz of some things now like i don really know how to say but some of u guys know.... but hey its...... juz want to say this k? like now i am like going into a really really hard time soo like plss don crap on me, i am juz referring to some people la and girls i am very disappointed by u guys.....yea tats about it.......

hello(:
i miss all of you guys
looking forward to sat mann
haha
and i think th movie can rent at th vid. stores la
will try to search for it(:
byeee

relink me at http://savealastdanceforme.blogspot.com hahaha first time change link XD

hey,
i suggest that we watch the show together
the one kar said.
so we all dont get scared right?
haha
set?
(:
loves<33
xxoo, Joy.

(warning..sort-of random post)

WHOOHOO!

SCH STARTS TMR!(major sarcasm)

YEA SO FUN!!!!

jkjk

have not posted for very long

i dun think could find my last post :D

anw...erm...yea gd luck for sch!

just rmb tat God is with u always

hahaha this june hols like superdoopermega fast

the Earth spinning faster....nooooooo

if u realise

i'm crapping coz i dun really noe wat else to say

ok end now...^^

Boo!
Yo y'all!
how's everything???
im already missing church...
ARHH!!!
Days till we see each other again: 5
WOOOOH
JIA YOU!!!
enjoy/survive school!
LOL

joy look the words i said about you is me and only me not from the boys or the girls and i know it may hurt u a little or alot but being hurt is part of making a right decision trust me on this...so i am sorry 4 the words now... and i really have no mood to fight k? soo yea sorry...but juz think about it for awhile before you do anything....

this is not a gender issue. everything boys girls boys girls. its not.. i tell u some of the girls probably feel the same but everytime they dun dare to say it so in the end i have to do it. josh had to do it .james has to do it and when a quarrell starts oh its my fault i get the blame too ok? but am i whining all abt it do i go around eh u think you know me ah huh? i dun. you think i have nth else better than to be with you all. i can always go back to my cell oh but when i plan to go back u all say PLS LS U VERY IMPT. so i stayed. u think my cell has any conflict no we dun. and u think i wanna bring all these miserable hell to my life? i have so many better things to do but i'm clinging on and u think for you its easier. thats crap. if u were the one to haver the israelite thing? how would u feel by staring at us all right now? I'm doing this not becoz i have to. i can juz walk out on u all. but i love you all. ya i do. every single one. no matter how much u have irritated me. i love you. its really a small matter... i'm asking you guys to really juz stop all these.

Ben

Number one. don't been unfair to us as well and especially urself. i dun think u're being fair to josh becoz josh is going through alot right now and i mean it. And before u say anything we do ask ppl for their opinions. number 2 you noe that is not through that u are hated by us or whatever shit. thats juz crap. and we do love you. juz becoz ppl think that u are self pitying and stuff doesn't mean WE NOE. honestly, u also dun tell us everytnig going on right? and pls dun say thats not true. and i tell you my secrets ok. dun forget once u were the first person i told u my secret abt. dun forget i'm the one who went to ask u abt things u helped me with. and u did help so how can i hate you. and its what we feel not what we noe...now we're saying our side of the story we also wanna hear us.. and pls watch ur language. this is exactly what i mean u noe.. you think u dun have control but u DO. u think crying everyday to God is gonna help? its not.Even nomatter how many times He forgives its always YOU NOT GOD.He juz frogives u at the end..self control is urs..not God's thats why its called SELF-control. so watch ur language. And we do listen ok? we listen to everything everybody has to say. its juz whether that QUIET person says it. and if they do trust me we do hear it. and it is a small matter all these are juz small matters yet u all can juz say fuck here fuck there. like that u face bigger problems how?

ben

OH YEAH.
like for once,
can your just let other people who are not so involved in the group
do something?
yeah, and can your just listen to those who are quieter?
instead of always going with your own decisions,
and making the rest follow your?
nobody made you guys the leader.
only God can do that.
and even if God did that,
he wouldn't want your bossing people around,
like some bloody a-hole.
for once,
cant your see the inside of people,
others with hidden gifts that your haven't found?
thanks.
but i meant the previous post.
im just gonna,
SIT BACK, AND ENJOY THE SHOW.

(this post is meant for SOME of the guys, not the girls)
PLEASE LA.
stop it okay.
stop blaming me for everything.
STOP IT.
i hate this.
i hate my world.
I fucking screwed up my life okay?
its not my fault.
i'm never involved in anything.
theres so many things i'm good at but i never show it.
why?
i dont know.
maybe your dont choose to see it.
oh wait,
so now im putting the blame on your.
why am i doing that?
I DONT KNOW.
its my fault again.
it all boils down to me.
i dont like your insulting me.
i know, IM A FUCKING EXTRA IN THIS GROUP.
your would do better without me as a talk i/c.
yeah, why dont your?
anyway, even if i was a talk i/c,
NOBODY DOES LISTEN TO ME, RIGHT?
like, during church camp, we were supposed to bond.
( i dont really wanna bring the past back)
i was actually looking forward to getting to know your better.
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?
everytime i wanted to organize something,
they would always have that gender war.
i mean like, WHAT THE EFF?
cant your just fucking get along for one moment.
and just make my dream become a reality?
see, nobody listens to me.
i'm not blaming your, im just saying.
LOOK IF JOSH THINKS HE CAN DO A BETTER JOB
LET HIM BE THE TALK i/c.
after all i'm just a follower, right?
i was never a leader, and i'll never be.
AND BEN, PLEASE.
DONT JUMP TO ALL YOUR FUCKING CONCLUSIONS ABOUT ME
TRYING TO GAIN PITY FROM OTHERS.
if i think that is the lowest of the lowest class,
then why am i still doing it?
just shut up for once can?
your dont understand me.
your dont really know me.
i love the girls alot, their the best friends i could ever have.
but everything just starts with our own feelings.
SO, CAN YOUR STOP HURTING MY FEELINGS?
your dont need to show it,
your just do it in little things.
i'm starting to wish i never met you guys.
not once, not ever.
maybe i'm just a lost wandering soul?
i dont kknow.
i dont know why i'm here.
i dont even have a purpose in this group.
not even as a supporter.
no, i dont know why.
its always my fault isn't it?
your just dont see it from my point of view.
whatever i do is always wrong huh.
just go get angry at me again.

The problem is solved.
heard me?
S
O
L
V
E
D
.

and if you guys refuse to accept it...
the faults no longer on the girls.
like cmon...
there's much more things to do on a sun afternoon than to bloody sit down for a bloody talk which leads no where since you guys cant get over the fact that we are moving on into a new chapter...
like issit that hard?
or has fighting almost every weekend become a routine to you?
i am sick of all this nonsense already.
i am sick,
of coming to church and having 2 diff ppl coming up to me and saying so and so did this...
think abt it la...
i mean seriously...
its not that i dun like resolving such stuff...
but really...
im sure i have better things to do...
im sure we ALL have better things to do...
so guys...
i plead that you just let matters rest...
like reuben said...
they dun change overnight...
but at least they are changing....
really man...
this aint a scolding or wadever...
im just getting my point across
really...
move on...
we all noe our faults and all...
learn to deal with it...
that's wad frens do...
if you cant change a particular person...
really...
leave it...
so please...
there are many things better to do... den to just out of the blue picking a small issue and turning it into a fight....
and now i dunno how to end...
LOLS!!!

bye.

haiz... what josh said WAS true... the problem is already settled to tell u the truth. the girls are already improving UNLESS U DUN SEE IT. u tell me. let them improve. dun expect them to change overnight. and the boys are actually asking the girls to go out but when they say they dun wan WE SAY ITS FINE. and unless YOU DUN SEE IT. u tell me. and the problem is solved. and joy pls stop expecting ppl to pity you. its the reason why we dun really tell u stuff. i'm telling u straight in the face becoz i'm tired of u being like that do u noe everytime u cry or scream or whatever the next day u are the exact same thing. so we all think its juz a show. so yes pls change and we still love you. and u think we are juz plastering and plastering. at the end we already forgave. forgiveness is letting it go. and when i think of it it doesn't affect me anymore. some may agree with josh some with me but now i already see u all becoming exactly like the israelites.. dun become them. talk on sunday dun post abt all theseliao. oh and i almost forgot. u see ah guys its like i sin everyday God always forgives it doesn't mean he is plastering. Forgiven means forgiven. The problem is that u guys keep thinking its not solved thats why it will never be solved. Solved means solved. do u say 1+1=2 is solved but then later u say oh nonono its not solved its 1+1=3 no right. solved means solved. juz becoz we keep doing it doesn't mean its not solved and we are changing .

Ben

DO YOU GUYS EVER THINK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE??

I AM TALKING ABOUT THE GIRLS AND THE BOYS NOW

OK HERE IS LIKE THE THNG

THE GIRLS YOU GUYS DON REALLY CARE 4 US....

YOU MAY NOT KNOW IT BUT ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THEN WORDS

AND THE BOYS

WHY DO WE AWAYS NEED 2 ASK THE GRILS TO GO OUT WIF US

IF THEY DON WANT THEN DON GO LA

WE GO OURSELVES

I AM JUZ SAYING THAT YOU ALL MAY THINK THIS PROBLEM IS SETTLE BUT U ALL KNOW IT IS NOT..

YOU GUYS JUZ WANT TO SHUT UP AND THINK THAT EVERYTHING WILL CHANGE..

OK LOOK I DON EVEN KNOW WHY AM I POSTING THIS BUT I JUZ FEEL THAT you guys don see it..the word i use here i chosen by me and what ever i say is by me got any problems u talk 2 me i don represent any side here i fine both side are just as dumb..if u guys really want 2 talk it out go ask our "talk ic" which i don think is doing a really good job at the moment...how can there be a talk ic who don even know when 2 listen and when 2 talk......like i said ever word from me and only me

200th post
sadly its not going to be a very happy one
ok so like i'm th crazy small hyper active girl la
but alot of you dun really know about my past and stuff
and i'm glad to say that the girl you know me now is like the true me la
and thats why i love you guys so much
i mean sometimes on sundays or saturdays we see each other and we hug and chat and stuff
but there's this love deep within that's just so important to me
you guys are like the people whom you know you can trust
the people who will accept you for who you are
the people who make you know that you're safe now
protected from all the crap the world hands out to you
I LOVE YOU ALL
&maybe on sun i'll finally break this thin shell thats probably covering me
cos talking about what happened a few years back doesn't bother me anymore
all glory to God

Guns for peace

Guns for war

Guns for love

Guns for you

Guns for me

Guns I Keep And Guns I Throw

Guns I Love And Guns I Hate

Guns I Need And Guns I Want

And When I Cry Those Guns Never Help

And When I Walk A Million Miles..

And When I Say A Thousand Words

And When I Sit And Stare At The Million Stars

I Just Hope One Of Those Stars Would Have The The Gun I Love..

Fighting Wars I Can But I Can Never Fight Love

With Tanks With Guns With Soldiers, I Never Win...

And Like The Stones I Sit And Wait

And Like The Bullets I Sit And Dream

And Like The Soldier I Sit and Listen

And Like Tears I Fall

And Like A Man I Walk On....

And If The Darkness Should Keep A Surprise

And If Your Glass Heart Should Crack

And If The Sun Refuses To Rise

And If The Gun Should Jam In The Battle Ground

And I Know It Aches And Your Heart It Breaks And You Can Take So Much

Walk On,You Got To Leave It Behind

All That You Made

All That You Want

All That You Love

All That You Need

All The Guns

You Got To Leave It Behind........

Hey guys.
YOU KNOW WHAT?
do your sometimes feel like you feel freaking left out.
cause...
NOBODY TELLS ME ANYTHING! ):
so freaking upsetting la.
):
I feel freaking leftttt outt.
NOBODY TELLS ME ANYTHING.
okay i know im acting freaking drama.
but its true that...
NOBODY TELLS ME ANYTHING.
ok i shall leave before...
i get on some people's nerves.
andand.
NOBODY TELLS ME ANYTHING!
): Joy.

Yup... becky's right...
Good friends should share stuff together...
so...

I've grown about 3 cm taller xD
i think... xP

oops...
haha
(WET BLANKET!!!)

you know they say best friends share all sorts of stuff with each other
so i'm like going to tell you guys this super duper good news ok
get ready
super duper good news is....

i have grown 2.5 cm :D
haha
spastic -.-
LOL

The sun rises from the east,
It starts as simple journey.
Only to find out there will be pain and agony.

The sun above our heads,
Heating up the love we share.
And we thought everything would be fine.

The sun setting to the west,
Darkness falls but the stars dazzle like diamonds in the sky.
There I thought our love was perfect.

The sun rises from the east,
In the midst of the journey,
The sun is eclipsed.

The sun above our heads,
Turned out to only burn our love away.
Fear settles in.

The sun sets to the west,
Darkness fall but all the stars fell.
There was no more light to lead the way.

Still in the darkness of the world,
Beauty shone upon your face,
Lighting up the way.
Our love was reborn.

The sun rises from the west,
The stars fall,
But our love stayed.

Ben

HEY!
I MISS YOU GUYS TERIBBERLY.
(forgive my spelling, it sucks.)
i know church camp WAS supposed to be a time for us to bond.
(i emphasize on the word WAS.)
but it went kinda haywire huh.
yeah.
But no matter what, i'll always LOVE your.
Hooray!
and as talk i/c, (neh josh ;p)
i annouce that we will have a talk this sunday!
i know we all love talks(:
to bond and to mark the last weekend of the hols):
I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!
so, yeah
ROCK ON SFH!
Whooooo,
ok i think im getting higher and weirder every sec.
oh shit.
xxoo, Joy.
je t'aime _______. <3

Hey peeps,
here are the next 2 birthdays coming up...

Marcus - 5 july
&
Sarah - 11 july

so get your presents or cards or you noe wad!!! (looks at SOMEONE)
haha this is coz ANOTHER SOMEONE forgotten marcus' bday...
so yup...
dun miss anyone out hor...
celebrating both bdays together.
please give suggestions,
unless a movie's fine...
so,
bye!

im here to post about my week so far
yea
so mon i had like sore throat so i pon-ed school and stayed home
hehe
and like mainly just slack la(:
then yesterday i went to school then em met some new chers and stuff
and like i'm learning malay (: haha
saya rocks(:
ok anyway yesterday nothing much la
went to swim (: haha
very fun la... like the weather is so darn hot and the water is just so nice and refreshing(:
haha
i think the world might burn down la.... is like nowadays so hot
then em went home to choing homework
cos like today need to hand up
but ended up oacking my stuff...
so like i was DEAD
so then didn't care bout HW and went to do reportoire for this sun
haha
then after that like finish about 10+
wash up and stuff was 11+
tried to sleep cannot sleep
then suddenly got an idea for my chinese compo
haha
so i got out of bed and went to write like about half
then i go to sleep
(weird me...haha)
then like today wake up like cannot bear to get out of bed
my blanket is so fluffy and nice to smack you head on(: haha
thats what i did
cos got like a few minutes left so i just crashed my head down on the blanket
SHOIK(:
ok then went school
was going to sleep in geog cos the cher very boring
hehe
but i didn't
and i tried to read the chi. book
and now i'm at chapter 3(: (: (: (:
while others have finished it -.-
lol
then i faked sore throat cos i dint feel like cating for drama
super tough la.... seems very easy but its not ok
its like you try your best then the stupid instructor just tear you down like no one's business
haha
so like i have abit of sore throat
but i pretend that its far worse... and i didn't need to act today(:
haha
they got the standby to act
so now i'm in production
which is very very very slack&sian.... cos all we do is sit around backstage and not do anything -.-
anyway now i think i'm officially in production haha
i've learnt my mistake man
next time just audition for those non-main roles
cos main leads have alot of pressure on them
like MOI
&it doesn't help that the competition is this friday :O
hehe
anyway my fren can one la(:
ok so thats about all for my drama &week
and i dun even know why i'm doing this
LOL
anyway i love all of you girls & GUYS
2 more days(:

Josh here lol anw this are the people who need to take a break from studying SERIOUSLY the people are like

VICKY! :]

KARYNE! :]

SARAH :]

Josh still here this are the people who are need to study harder

JOSH?

JAMES :D

BEN :D

JOY :D

VAN :D

BIRD :D

Josh still here these are the people who are in the middle

BECKY -.-\

SAM(BRO)

:] = stop studying for like once u get ur old life back

-.-\ = WARNING person is dangerous in some extend

(BRO) = Means bro la

:D = study harder and become :]

Thats it lol.......

" I don't know what weapons we will use during WW3 but all i know is by WW4 we will be using sticks and rocks to fight"

-Albert Einstein

190th post! hahaha anyway here is smth to keep ur busy. JOURNAL THIS DOWN. how do u maintain ur walk with God now that u are back to the real world.

Ben

This is josh talking juz informing u guys that this sat we will have a talk about the leader thing and it will be super good if u can come

people who are needed to come

james

ben

becky

sam

joy

bird

vicky

sarah

van

and the rest -.-

this is super important ok it is very....................vicky arr i expect u will not come soo

HELLO PPL!!!
since i have nth to do and i dun feel like slping...
I
THE ONE
THE ONLY
JAMES CHIA CHEESE COW
HAVE COME
TO GIVE
JUSTICE
TO THE GUYS!!!!

no. 1
becky didnt say i love (name) to the guys... so that i shall...
no. 2
becky said from a third person kinda thingy....
like "i love (name)"
so it's kinda detached...
so i shall say from the first person 1-to-1 thingy...
its not point of view...
i forgot the word..
anw...
no. 3
she was so busy loving ppl...
she forgot to love herself... LOL
^^
so here i go!
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!

I LOVE YOU JAMES!!!
i love you too!
I LOVE YOU ELIZABETH!!!
I LOVE YOU REUBEN!!!
I LOVE YOU KARYNE!!!
I LOVE YOU JOSHUAH!!!
I LOVE YOU REBECCA!!!
I LOVE YOU IAN!!!
I LOVE YOU SARAH!!!
I LOVE YOU MARCUS!!!
I LOVE YOU VANESSA!!!
I LOVE YOU NOAH!!!
I LOVE YOU VICTORIA
I LOVE YOU SAMUEL!!!
I LOVE YOU JOY!!!
I LOVE YOU SONG JIE!!!
I LOVE YOU HILLARY!!!
I LOVE YOU ZEPHAN!!!
And last but not least!!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GOD!!!
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU'RE BLESSED ME WITH!!!
well that's everyone...
and i did NOT leave anyone out...
really...
NO ONE!!
^^
NO GUYS OR GIRLS ARE LEFT OUT!!! (for the slower ones)
and now that church camp is over...
LETS ALL LOOK FORWARD TO MORE EVENTS OK!?!?!
STARTING WITH THIS SAT'S MIND AND BODY GAMES PART III
yup see you all there ok???
and of course...
something i learnt on the really last day of the camp...
coz i stayed 1 more night...
and was tired... i didnt go out shopping with my parents... so...
from 3-9 i stayed in the hotel room
with no one to talk to...
no one to see...
just me and the tv...
and den...
the feeling of loneliness just came...
and i started having the post camp blues... and emo...
i was so scared...
so i prayed and cried...
really cried...
and den God just came back to comfort me...
and i asked Him,
"church camp's over... why haven you left?"
He said...
"As long as there is still a single church member or someone who wants Me to be here is here, I will not leave this place."
some thing like that...
so i just broke down and wept...
and den i sort of just had a talk with Him...
and this was wad i learnt...

church camp might be over,
but your walk with God is not...
the hols might soon be over,
but your walk with God is not...
Because your walk with God stretches till eternity,
and eternity never ends.

yup..
so ppl,
let's start living the christian lives God wants us to live starting from this moment on ok?!
OUR PAST SINS NO LONGER MEAN ANYTHING TO US!!!
don't let them tell you coz of that you cant do bigger things...
bigger things that God has planned for you.
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
AND I WILL NOT TRADE YOU PPL FOR ANYTHING IN THE WORLD!!!!
I LOVE YOU GOD!!!
AND I WILL NOT TRADE YOU FOR ANYTHING!!!
Last but not least...
to end off this so love-filled post....
Amen.

firstly i would like to say that i love all of you
i love bird
i love sarah
i love vicky
i love karyne
i love joy
i love van
i love hillary
& i love all the guys
really
church camp has made me realise that like you guys mean much more than just friends to me la
you guys are like so much more
and i really love all of you &i'm wayy proud of you guys ok
esp the girls after the 15 minute praying in tongues thing
that was a super huge step of faith
and....
BIRD GOT HER TONGUES BACK BABYE(:
church camp was wonderful
i think God really touched us in many different ways la
and like i feel that we all grew spiritually
and thats another reason why i'm so proud of you guys ok
and like we should continue putting god first in our lifes la
it'll be hard but it'll be worth it when we get to heaven
'we reap what we sow'
see doing good stuff is like a circle
one day it'll all come back and bless you la
(:
so continue walking close to God
and like i think we should do some really cool stuff
like maybe going down to orchad road and like preaching there?
hehe
cos it doesn't matter what men thinks of you... it maters what God thinks of you
(:
heres a few verses for you guys that are actually bothering to read this

1 Timothy 4:12
12Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.

Joshua 1:9
9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."

so yea (:
also we're planning to put up an item for the Youth Gala night la(:
hehe
will be quite cool
and also i'm thinking of like a group tee
both for guys &girls(:
can comment on tag la(:
love you guys ( & i really mean it)

Hey ppl!
how was church camp?
remember to journal down wad you've learnt or gained during this camp ok?
also,
post on your blogs, or this blog, wad happened during the camp...
so that we can be a living testimony to our friends...
^^
(did the sentence went proper? nvm)

know something?
im very very very proud of all of you guys,
during this camp,
some of you may not have noticed it,
but you've really grown alot closer to God.
and i just wanna tell you,
that even if your world,
or the world,
comes crashing down on you.
God will be there.
You just need to have faith and trust Him,
give all your burdens to Him.
i lost my train of thoughts...
dang...
COME BACK TRAIN!!! T.T
yeah so overall.
great experience eh?
haha and remember.
do not look back at your past except at the blessings you've received...
(for some reason that sentence doesnt seem to gel well... oh nvm)

so onto the next church camp!
in 2 years time...
and also,
put God first in every bit of your life.
let Him guide you,
and take shelter in Him.
Once again im really very proud of you guys.
Love you all!

haha, i'm not pissed at you Reuben!
i already forgiven you already.
and im serious about the whole dont kiss thing.
yeah,
back from camp already!(:
its fun, so yeah.
anyway, byes<3
see your on wednesday!

First of all, abt the December thing dun worry abt it. becoz in THE WORD OF GOD! not by man!!! it says Jesus doesn't even noe when he is suppose to come down so dun believe all the nonsense they predict. If Jesus who is so perfect doesnt even noe what makes u think God will tell sinners like us. SO THINK. Trust Him too. anyway regarding Joy's post, it is not abt the question of who is on whose side. becoz one person will always tell another story and vice versa. so obviously this is between us alone. and i think at the end of the day We both had faults and rights in this. whatever real truth u are telling or maybe i am telling but u claim its a lie. Its our own actions.Let God decide. My fault was that maybe i was too harsh and stuff but ur fault is abt breaking the promise that u gave not only to me but ur dear friends. Its true, we should think of our future... plan it...It is good to fear God's coming. It is good to use ur past to change for the better but never live in both except the present becoz that was God says. And the fact we worry is actually a sin. Joy, i think we better talk abt the so called real truth u talking abt becoz if u dun tell me i think both of us were juz keep continuing to have fights and stuff. And i dun think a case is closed until u really forgive the person. I have forgiven how abt you? and in case u think have forgiven me then i dont think so becoz the fact u're still pissed means u haven't TRULY forgiven me. Secondly, what Joy says abt our unity thing is true. But it is gonna take a long time. its not smth overnight but a long process especially ur spiritual maturity. we all have to be the same level. So pls dun expect it to be immediate and get irritated and stuff. And thirdly in order to acheive this unity, its not only ask who will push you but you yourself. If u dun really telll ur problems, do u think its time U SLOWLY step out of ur comfort zone? or u wanna stay the same and later say we are not united when u urself dun do ur part.

HEYYYY.
Songjie's hawt okay!(:
I love you songjie
its okay if they dont find you hawt.
I FIND YOU EXTREMLY HAWT(:

Hey guys,
yup Joy's right...
cept for the part where she says song jie's hawt...
not that your not hawt ok song jie?
its just im not joy... ^^
haha
anw
she's right abt the end of the world thing.
but
for that super long post abt the end of the world...
i wanna share something...
yesterday while reading right... abt the man whole foresaw everything...
as i was reading thru everything...
i began to become scared and all
and like oh man... in just 4 years.... everything's gonna change...
its like earth is gonna become some ghost planet or something...
and that meteor thing?
scary.
but around the time as i was reading to the time i was watching the youtube vid...
i remembered...
Jesus said there would be false prophets...
saying that it would be the end of the world... or coming of Jesus Christ...
and since most of the prophets in the vids are like...
from God-knows-where....
we cant really becoz of it get scared and all...
but one thing's for sure...
it IS APPROACHING...
so yeah...
let's prepare ourselves...
for we nv noe when wad's gonna happen.
like joy said...
let's grow closer to God.
during the church camp,
we will just camp at someone's room and talk abt end times ok?
and... for those not going...
its ok...
we will talk more back home in sg...
so till then,
God bless!

i posted three times in a row?
i didnt know.
anyway. i'm scared.
we all are, aren't we.
i dreamt of heaven before.
it was really pretty.
more will see angels&demons when the coming of the Lord is nearer.
imagine the whole world turning to darkness,
the anti-christ, the grassdisappearing,
witherring and dying.
just like that.
i dont really want that to happen.
and yeah, did it rain yesterday?
cause i saw like lightning, but there was like No rain nor thunder.
its really freaky.
argh, and i feel like im drawing further away from God.
somebody(except songjie) buy me some Ruffles please!
i need to think.
i'll be MIA for a while, for three days.
Miss me k!
and can your help me tell pastor susan i have camp this sunday?
thanks guys!
LOVES,
xxoo, Joy
I love songjie!(:
he's Hawt!

hey guys, er something interesting about the end of the world.
im not sure if it would really end on 21dec2012, because no one knows.
so, hope your guys learn.
this has quite a close reference to the bible predicitions.
Please read.

DOOMSDAY 2012: End of Days - Part 1 of 2
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ecTE6lXI-m0
DOOMSDAY 2012: End of Days - Part 2 of 2
http://youtube.com/watch?v=gZUzFYwZlXA&feature=related
im not really sure if this is true, but yeah

then, theres this man who predicts the future :
Article from http://www.sgforums.com/forums/8/topics/318694

Mr. Juseleeno Nobulega Da Roose is a Brazilian, born in 1960, 47 years of age and currently a vocational school teacher. He can accurately predict future events with unbelievable precision (including the year, month and day and has made attempts to systematically document his predictions everytime he wakes up from his 'prophetic dreams'. If the prediction concerns an ordinary individual, he will simply write a letter to warn him or her. If the prediction concerns a large number of people (or an important individual) and can have serious repercussions such that it warrants serious attention, he will send letters to the concerned agencies, governments, etc.
He mentioned that he began to have visions of future events in his dreams when he was still a child of nine years in 1969. Such dreams came naturally to him. He predictions are known to be unusually accurate. An outstanding example is afforded by his prediction of the 2004 Indian Ocean earthquake. He had sent a letter to the Indian Ambassador in Brazil to warn of the event eight years before it actually occurred in 1996. It was stated in the letter that "he predicted an 8.9 mag earthquake will occur on December 26, 2004 in Indonesia's Aceh. Indonesia and India will be devastated by a tsunami 10 meters high. Similar letters were also sent to the Thai, Phillipino, Indonesian embassies in Brazil. Ample proofs are provided by the time stamps on the letters. Unfortunately, appropriate actions were not taken by the authorities. Predictions (especially those that arise from prophetic dreams) are almost always treated with a high level of suspicion and skepticism since they lie in the realm of pseudoscience. However, there is still so much that science cannot explain. See for example the double-slit paradox in quantum physics.
Mr Juseleeno made known his predictions in the hope that people will take heed of his warnings so that these disasters can be averted. (From the Buddhist point of view, awareness of such predictions can have a subconscious influence on the course of future events. Our physical environment is intimately connected to not only our actions but even to our thoughts). He hopes there will be a major change in mindsets of people in the time period leading up to 2008.
Both Juseleeno and John Croino (another well-known but elusive prophet) predicted major seismic activities and climatic changes in the years after 2007. John Croino mentioned:
"Then from mid-2007, the shock of events and disasters will increase month by month, worse storms, more violent seismic activity, bizarre and terrifying ominous events that seem to foretell of some great change brewing. Most people will not truly realize even a hint of bad it will become until late 2008. Every year from 2007 until 2014, will be increasingly nightmarish, with the peak period being 2012-2014. The sky will be dark in those places for long enough to truly frighten people and damage crop yields."
Note that Juseleeno also predicted unusually dark and gloomy skies over large parts of the earth starting from 2012. The parallels between the two sets of prophecies are simply too overwhelming.
Mr. Juseleeno, born in 1960 (reportedly still alive in 2008), is a Brazilian who has made many predictions, and MOST have come to pass, including Princess Diana’s death by car accident (which is instigated by someone near her and will probably unfortunately be written off as a car accident), 911 and the 2004 Indonesian tsunami. He sees the future in his dreams, and has an average of 3 to 9 such predictions per day. When he wakes up, he will write them down, and send warnings to those concerned. If it concerns only a normal individual, he will write a letter to warn him/her. If it is a famous person(celebrity, politician etc.), or matters concerning the public, he will not only send it to the individual himself/herself, but also related agencies, government, and media. He urged the media to publicize these predictions, but the reply always went along the lines of rejection for fear of arousing public panic.

Future Predictions:

2008
● successful development of effective drugs for treatment of AIDS disease and Dengue fever
● 18 of July: 8.1 earthquake in Philippines; thousands of people dead.
● Sept: terrorist attacks at the New York Empire State Building
● 13 of Sept: Super-strong 9.1 earthquake in China; epicenter in Nanning and Hainan Island; also results in over 30 meters of tsunami costing millions of lives; likely to devastate Japan as well.

2009
● 25th of Jan: an 8.9 mag earthquake in Kobe and Osaka, hundreds of thousands of people will be killed.
● Nov: another major earthquake will occur in Japan again, thousands of people dead.
● Economic crisis causes delays in payment of pension and insurance funds in Brazil; city and prison riots rampant.
● 24th of Aug: 8.9 mag earthquake in Istanbul of Turkey; the streets will be devastated.
● 16th of Dec: Sumatra 7.8 mag earthquake in Indonesia's Sumatra Islands in the East; thousands of people dead.

2010
● average temperature of the African nations could be as high as 58 degrees Celsius; severe water shortages and droughts.
● 15th of May: New York stock market collapses, the world's economy plunges into major crisis.

2011
● research into effective treatment of cancer successful, but a new disease will emerge. This deadly virus is named "ALS"; if infected with the virus, one can die in as short as just four hours.
● H5N1 strain of bird flu infects humans; pandemic causes more than 3 million humans to perish by 2013.

2012
● massive desertification occurs from 2015 to 2020, leading to disappearance of a large part of amazon.
● from 6th Dec, the sky worldwide begins to turn gloomy: An ominous event which precedes dramatic earth changes and widespread and severe natural calamities.
● dramatic spread of infectious diseases signifies beginning of human extinction.

2013
● research into effective treatment of cancers (other than brain tumour) successful.
● violent eruption of volcano on Bahamas Island of the West Indies (islands near Caribbean Sea) from 1st to 25th of November, triggering unprecedented 150m high tsunami which travel rapidly to devastate large coastal areas of US, Brazil, etc. with about 80m high water waves. These huge killer waves will travel inland for about 20 km, causing tremendous loss of lives. Before the onset of the tsunami, sea level in the affected areas will drop by about 6 m and mass migration of birds will be observed.

2014
● scientists discover that the slowly approaching asteroid 2002 NT7 might be on a colliding course with the Earth; if so, will lead to an unprecedented castastrophe which threatens the existence of mankind.

2015
● Nov: the average temperature of the Earth could be as high as 59 degrees Celsius and the resulting heat waves will kill scores; world will become more chaotic after this.

2016
● mid April: powerful typhoon(s) strike China's metropolis; causing widespread damage and leaving about 1,000 people dead.
● U.S. (Ex) President George W. Bush will be rushed to hospital and face life-threatening crisis.

2018
● leaders and scientists of the world largest countries in heated disputes amidst discussions on ways to avert the 'colliding asteroid' disaster. (Note: Jucelino had already, in 2000, foreseen the forthcoming disaster and had warned the NASA of the existence of this asteroid. NASA had confirmed its existence and had named the asteroid "2002 NT7" on 31st June 2002. From news on the web,
"On July 9, 2002, the Lincoln Near Earth Asteroid Research Project (an MIT Lincoln Laboratory program funded by the United States Air Force and NASA) in New Mexico detected a 1.2-mile-wide (2 km) asteroid. It has an orbit around our sun of 837 days, and early calculations indicate there is a small chance that this asteroid will collide with Earth on February 1, 2019 ... Asteroid 2002 NT7 has the potential to strike the Earth at over 64,000 mph and delivering and explosive force of 1.2 million megatons of TNT. The result of an impact by 2002 NT7 would be destruction of 'biblical proportions'."

2019
● scientists may develop an ingenious way to avert the asteriod catastrophe; but if a collision results, one-third of the world population will perish. Jucelino predicted a probability of about 60 percent.
● major quake (more powerful than the 2004 Indian Ocean earthquake) on eastern coast of Japan, leading to widespread destruction.

those in bold i think have quite a close reference to what is said in the bible.
i believe that isn't the end. the battle is still going on. its just the beginning.
stand firm in your faith, many of us would die, but we shall die as good servants of God.
its already happening.
and im seriously scared and stuff.
i mean, faith doesnt come in a snap right?
i know most of us are just wondering about that.
i know i havent really been putting God first in my life.
there are many things still first.
i mean, we just say that God is first in our life,
But is it true?
we have to answer that ourselves.
i hope your will see this not as a barrier,
but as a step closer to getting closer to God.
its not just saying isnt it?
but doing and really focusing on God.
and yeah, hope your would benefit.
xxoo. Joy.

hey guys,
um. i dont really know what to say.
like nowadays i feel just really useless.
like i dont fit in and stuff,
and my temper has really gotten seriously bad.
i can just shout at you with no reason,
or just say something super mean without any intention.
so, or ya, sorry if i broke my promise to my bffs.
but i really really have nothing to say.
just sorry and stuff.
but im still a bit pissed off with reuben.
yarh, even though i dont want to.
and i'm pretty upset that most of your were on his side.
and not seeing it from my point of view.
besides those who know the real truth.
anyway, i dont really wanna elaborate, but
its just case close.
and i dont feel like im part of this group anymore.
to tell the truth, IN MY OPINION
we're not really putting our words into actions.
like we talk about being united as one,
but we dont really have any unity do we?
we talk about trust,
but most of us havent really gained the trust from others.
*not hinting anything*
so i really really have thoughts about quitting this group
i dont know, lets just see.
yarh, okays.
so, er, bye.
PS, not to disagree with reuben about the gender post or anything,
but i just feel that guys and girls are both different and created
differently. like if your feel upset also that we call you guys insensitive,
then i suggest that you shouldnt be saying those mean things that
your call us in the first place. we got to make it work you know?
no offence to your la, i mean we girls have faults too right?
but thats how we're created, Nobody is perfect.
and this is just random but, we shouldnt make promises we cant keep.
*not to hint anything, i just wanted to say, maybe its for me*

this is post is quite random lol i noe. Sometimes girls always say we are sensitive ppl and stuff. but boys are sensitive too. they may try to act macho and all that kinda thing but i think their hearts are really juz as fragile. thats why we are men not God. then its like when the boys say smth to you that may be harsh and stuff u get hurt and say its becoz we insensitive. but when u say that we actually hurt also then u all assume we boys we sure can take it. and then u all say where got boys cannot take this kind of thing one then i'm telling u dun assume too much haha. anyway this is not abt any1 or for someone i juz sharing my thoughts abt both sides hahaha.

if you are wondering why recently james a bit troubled or short tempered(this situation includes me) its becoz we are both troubled by our visions. before encounter James had a vision whereby Singapore had tsunami and earthquake then a plane crashed into changi. James knew he gonna wake up so he check news paper and the date was 10 march or 10 may. the year is either 2010 or 2012. for mine u all noe. yup we seem like very strict and stuff becoz we want u all to grow to the next level. so yup:) pray abt the vision ok? Pray for it to stop. and yes its time to break out of ur comfort zone. ppl who read this u noe who u are. maybe before u keep things to urself. maybe before u can only share it with a person of ur gender or someone u close to. But if u guys are going to keep thinknig that way it will forever be this way. So everytime there's a discussion or smth we expect at least smth. and i mean it. we dun expect u to say everything but u must at least say 1 thing. otherwise its useless having all these talks, posts abt hw to grow when u guys dun wan to step out of ur comfort zone. and pray strongly ok we honestly dun wan tsunamis or earthquakes becoz singapore will juz die. so pray. maybe last time u pray 30 secs try 40 secs to a min now. then gradually u take longer.

yo ppl
james just posted a laggy post
haha
ok anyway
was thinking la....
see the talk things dun really work out right
as in like everyone gathers
but its hard for 16 people to like share and stuff
so i was thinking
since our group has 16 people
and like there's 8guys & 8girls la
so like we have little groups you know
4people per group... all same gender one
and like will be easier to share la
so each group can like just meet up during the week to talk and stuff
and like is this mini cell group
and no need be so serious la
just like include God in everyday life and stuff lor
firstly we'll put you guys with people you're comfortable with
then after awhile we'll switch abit here and there
to allow you to know others better la....
will be quite fun..
really....
and we can have discussion topics la
like end of the wolrd etc etc
so it really is like cell group
and can meet anywhere you guys want..
so just tag or post what you think of this idea la
if majority agrres we'll go on with it lor
ALSO
a second idea
WHO WANTS AN SFH PET
(:
I DO!!!
also vote and also go by majority
i love all of you ok(:
byeeeeeeeeeeee
(dun be too stress.... take life slow &easy)

Hey,
if anyone's feelin' down,
feeling shitty.
remember...
just 5 days ago i was like that.
its time for us to just let out those bottled feelings...
all of us...
its time to move on.
God has a big plan for each and everyone of us.
Im done with my problems.
and now im gonna help each and everyone of you.
For we move as a family and no one gets left behind.

you might feel like this person in the following vid..
but remember...
God is waiting for you with open arms...
he is calling you back...
this video made me cry when i first saw it.
All the things on this earth tear us away from God,
and as we battle against them,
God is standing there,
arms wide open...
waiting for us to break away and be one with him.
It shows real life.
We all..
every one of us!
Gets pulled into these things.
Thoughts of suicide, being perfect, lust, and greed.
We are so drenched in sin,
but yet God stands there pulling us towards him for safety and protection.
He wants to protect us and take us to what we were promised...
Really... it takes up onli 5 minutes of your time...
whether you are ok or not...
just click and watch.

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ee73e63418003b47d7d5

and like becky posted.

Purifier of Silver
Malachi 3:3 says: 'He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver.'
This verse puzzled some women in a Bible study and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God.
One of the women offered to find out the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible Study.
That week, the woman called a silversmith and made an appointment to watch him at work.
She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interest beyond her curiosity about the process of refining Silver.
As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up.
He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn away all the impurities.
The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot; then she thought again about the verse that says: 'He sits as a refiner and purifier of silver.'
She asked the silversmith if it was true that he had to sit there in front of the fire the whole time.
The man answered that yes, he not only had to sit there holding the silver, but he had to keep his eyes on the silver the entire time it was in the fire.
If the silver was left a moment too long in the flames, it would be destroyed.
The woman was silent for a moment.
Then she asked the silversmith, 'How do you know when the silver is fully refined?'
He smiled at her and answered, 'Oh, that's easy -- when I see my image in it.'

If today you are feeling the heat of the fire , remember that God has his eye on you and will keep watching you until He sees His image in you.
it's time for everyone of us.
to turn back to the Lord.

another vid..
on temptation...
kinda cute... done by some 11 year old... so give him a shot eh?
if even he can have such faith... so shld we...

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=e4559541b50c5300a691

if this is us... remember that God is also fight the war with us...
and if we are continually sinning and thus hating ourselves... den its time to fight back...
i will not forsake any of you.
we are to proceed as a family.
i have faith in each and everyone of you ppl.
and if you ask yourself...
I CANT OVERCOME THIS TEMPTATION!!!
i will say...
NONSENSE!!!
1 Corinthians 10:13 says:
There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.

God Bless!