I've found a friend who died for me

hey guys.. something fun yet sadistic and funny (:

Before marriage....

He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.

She: Do you want me to leave

He: No! Don't even think about it.

She: Do you love me?

He: Of course! Over and over!

She: Have you ever cheated on me?

He: No! Why are you even asking?

She: Will you kiss me?

He: Every chance I get.

She: Will you hit me?

He: Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!

She: Can I trust you?

He: Yes.

She: Darling!

After marriage....

Simply read from bottom to top.

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A little bird was flying south for the winter.

It was so cold, the bird froze and fell to the ground in a large field.
While it was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on it.

As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, it began to realise how warm it was.

The dung was actually thawing him out!

He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.

A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.

Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him!

Morals of this story:

1.Not everyone who drops shit on you is your enemy.

2.Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.

3.And when you're in deep shit, keep your mouth shut.

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A crow was sitting on a tree doing nothing all day long.
A small rabbit saw the crow and asked him

"can i also sit like you and do nothing all day long?"

the crow answered... "sure why not"

the rabbit sat on the ground below the crow and rested

all of a sudden a fox appeared

jumped on the rabbit and ate him up

moral of the story:

to be sitting and doing nothing, you must be very very high up

(high position)

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A turkey was chatting with a bull.

"how i wish i could get to the top of that tree" complained the turkey

"but i haven't got the energy"

"well why don't you nibble some of my droppings?" replied the bull "they're packed with nutrients"

the turkey pecked at the lump of dung and found that it had given him strength to reach the first branch

the second day after eating more dung he stood at the second branch

&finally after a fortnight he was proudly perched at the top of the tree

soon he was spotted by a farmer,

who promptly shot the turkey out of the tree

moral of the story:

Bullshit might get you to the top; but it won't keep you there

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Study hard and mug hard people

then after exams we shall go and celebrate

WOOHOO

hey guys.
long time no post niaaaas.
(:
so i have been MUGGING.
so i wont post, yet.
until after exams.
pray for me k(:
i really hope i do well cause this year is streaming for all of us SECTWOS.
excluding the secones and secthrees.
and im really confused in my whole relationship prob.
yeah
so must CONCENTRATE.
good luck for your exams ya'll (:
love yous.
STUDY STUDY STUDY MUGMUG.

Hello peopal!
ITS MONDAY!!! 4 MORE DAYS TO SAT!!! ONLI 4!!!
WE CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THE WEEK!!!
let us make sure we keep God in our daily lives... ok?
remember!
Pray when you need help,
Worship when you feel down,
Praise Him all the time!

today's verse per day really can be applied to our lives now...
so...
Peace out?

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God." - Philippians 4:6 (NIV)

Hel all good luck for all your exams yea?

yea!!!!!(deliberate response?)

ok so yea seriously gd luck pray for each other yea

God will be with u all when ur in the exam hall

Rmb to ask God if u don't know a question XD

hey guys!!! i hoped u like ur new hoodies and shirts^ ^ ^ ^. anyway for those who haven't got their stuff or haven pay try to pay asap. for vanessa and karyne's their items are bd presents. each person should be paying 7 bucks :).

Reuben

................
you guys are playing dirty and using my beautiful name
SAT YOU DIE
SAT YOU DIE
SAT YOU DIE!!!!!!!!!!

how could you ban the blog IC???
my heart is bleeding and broken as you hav banned me
YOU WILL FACE THE WRATH OF BECKY

did i say you guys will die one sat?
NO
I SHALL RE ENFORCE
YOU GUYS WILL DIE ON SATURDAY DURING YOUTH
xD

hey guys
look its ok la
i mean i'm ok &i'm not angry at you guys or anything
actually i'm high
as always..............
anw here to say that i'm not angry and these things happened and that
we [humans] have no right to judge others [other humans] as only God has that power and authority over us and He [God] is the only one that can judge us rightly and justfully
this isn't about what happened la
its about the times where we feel that we can just disappear and no one will notice
or we feel that the world will be better without yourself in it as people are always suaning you and like criticising every small little mistake you make which is SUPER irritating
so just keep this in mind
unless God himself spoke down from heaven and said
"_________ YOU SUCK AND I WISH I HADN'T MADE YOU"
then you hav the right to feel worthless
and like if god thought that you were worthless he'll have zapped you with lightning or caused you to encounter some "accident" by which you die
so always keep in mind that...
though it seems that everyone you ever knew or loved is against you there's someone up there that holds more power than any of us, that still cares about where you are going for lunch that day
prove?
you're not dead yet (:
hope you guys have a great day
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P.S here's a wonderful formula.. quite old (like since last year) but wonderful

Equation 1:
STUDY = FAIL

Equation 2:
NO STUDY = NO FAIL

According to Maths rule:
STUDY-FAIL=NO FAIL-NO STUDY

Then you have to group all the LIKE terms together
therefore:
STUDY+ NO STUDY = FAIL + NO FAIL

Factorise!!!!
STUDY (NO +1) = FAIL (NO +1)

simplify [by canceling out same terms]
STUDY ~~(NO +1)~~ = FAIL ~~(NO +1)~~

and your final solution to the problem is...
STUDY = FAIL

(this is purely according to maths formula ok...)

ARR sorry for all the things i said and things i did 2 u guys....Relly relly relly relly relly relly relly relly relly sorry.sorry to james reuban,sam,sarah,becky?,bird?noah?,and the rest...Sorry k and u guys are the best...i juz had a relly relly bad day la but now ok so don ask what happen ok?? :D k sorry ar it is all my fault la seriously my fault

We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It's one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it's another to think that yours is the only path.

If you judge people you have no time to love them
Do not condemn the judgment of another because it differs from your own. You may both be wrong.

Doubt yourself and you doubt everything you see. Judge yourself and you see judges everywhere. But if you listen to the sound of your own voice, you can rise above doubt and judgment. And you can see forever.

just felt the prompting to post this,... school and pastors from school also talked about judgement today... plus i will always be there for anyone int his group la... no matter who you are
LOVE;

ok...
firstly...
josh... dun use the f word on msn if you cant say it in our face in church in front of the many people.... seriously... sorry but i really feel what reuben is saying MAKES SENSE OK? like... wad the hell? Don't say you had enough of us coz you don't... when i asked you to go watch that vid on God you didnt give a shit... so its not US... Cmon la... You said if its not a vid on us you dun watch... LOL actions speak louder than words ok? If it was a vid on us you would have watched it... BUT IT WAS A VID ABT GOD... yet you didnt giva shit... You say you wanna leave the group... erm... your name's not coming off....

Secondly...
Sam... i dunno wad is wrong with you and anyone so im not gonna say much... but dun even bother to leave the group... Your name's not coming off either... so dun screw with us... like dun go to church and say yo wassup? yeah blah blah blah blah LOAD OF BULLSHIT OK? dun onli tio stress den quarrel abit den say ARH LEAVE LA LEAVE LA... im not saying that you said that... i didnt quote... ITS THE BLOODY INTENTION... Damn it la...

Thirdly...
Reuben.... Ok... i agree with how you feel... BUT you cannot keep feeling angry almost all the time... den next min ok ok ... den angry again... den ok ok ... its not gd for anyone... i know you have your views... i have mine too.... and please... Don't leave the group... shit man...

Fourthly...
Becky.... wad the hell? i noe you said if ppl were leaving you would leave with them... but that aint gonna make nothing better... the group will just be shattered even further... its really not helping... i mean... wad the hell la...

Fifth...
i just wanna say... NOT ONLY YOU GUYS ARE BEING PRESSURED OK?!?! LIKE WAD THE HELL???? ONLY YOU GUYS ARE STRESSED??? LIKE SARAH... ME... ELIZ IAN KAR JOY NOAH MARCUS VICKY AND VAN NOT STRESS ARH? CMON LA... DUN USE STRESS AND QUARRELLING AND NOT BEING ABLE TO TAKE US AS AN EXCUSE LA... IF YOU REALLY CANT TAKE ANYONE WHY NOT RESOLVE THE BLOODY PROB?!?!? IF JUDGEMENT DAY WAS TML ARE YOU GOING TO FACE GOD AND SAY "GOD I REALLY HATE THIS GUY! WHY THE HELL DID YOU MAKE HIM MEET ME IN THE FIRST PLACE?" WAD WOULD GOD SAY?
shit... i just realised... caping everything will not make it easy to read... but wad the heck...
you can choose not to read it... i dun care...
ok?
its NOT like im NOT stressed ok? i have to pass my bloody exams in order to get into double sci... not that i can make it... BUT I DUN EVEN THINK I CAN STAY IN COMBINE SCI OK? i try to learn... BUT ITS NOT BLOODY EASY... and here i am... with phy and ss exam tml... typing out this post...
coz wad you guys are doing really irks me...
and i have to voice it out...
I DUN GIVA SHIT ABT MY EXAMINATIONS!!! OK? I HAVE THE ENTIRE PHY TXTBOOK TO STUDY AND HALF MY SS TO STUDY AND ITS 10 PM LIAO... SO JOSH... WHO EVERY SAID I HATED YOU? IM BLOODY SACRIFICING MY STUDIES FOR YOU GUYS OK?!?!! SO WHAT IF I PASSED??? LIKE SCREW THE EXAMS... OK? HAPPY? LIKE I DUN MIND FAILING OK? BUT WHY THE HELL??? I DUN MIND BEING LAST IN THE ENTIRE SEC 3 LEVEL!!! I DUN BLOODY MIND RETAINING A YEAR COZ OF SACRIFICING MY STUDIES FOR THINGS LIKE THIS!!!
so why the bloody hell are you so pissed? COME TAKE IT OUT ON ME LA...
and ALMOST ALL THE TEACHERS HATE ME OK? EVEN TEACHERS WHO DUNNO ME!!
LIKE MY CLASS IS THE LAST CLASS IN THE ENTIRE LEVEL... WE ARE A BLOODY HOPELESS BUNCH... BUT WE STILL TRY TO LIVE LIFE HAPPY MAH...

so dun give me such bullshit that your lives are too stressed up and you wanna leave us becoz of a quarrel... if you say that's little compared to yours... its onli i left out a hell lot of other stuff...
SO WHY THE HELL DO YOU WANNA LEAVE? WAD YOU GONNA SAY NEXT???

"OH SCREW THIS... I GOT NO FRIENDS IN CHURCH... NO ONE LIKES ME... ARH... I THINK I SHOULD NOT GO TO CHURCH... NO ONE NOTICES ANYWAY"

i tell you this... IF NO ONE BOTHERED... YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN GONE BY NOW... WHY THE HELL YOU THINK YOU STILL IN THE FAMILY? AND I STRESS FAMILY? COZ WE FREAKING CARE!!!

IF NO ONE CARED I WOULD BE STUDYING MY WORK NOW... AND HOPEFULLY BY GOD'S GRACE I DUN FAIL...

IF NO ONE GAVE A SHIT... I WOULD NOT BE HERE WOULD I?

SO WAKE UP YOUR BLOODY IDEA!!!

there... i've said my piece... and i held back alot... so please...
dun do it for me...
dun do it for anyone...
dun do it to prove anything...
do it for God.

HAiz.......Asshole la why muz like that if u r in a bad mood go offline la.........all i can say becz like what u want us alll 2 like listen 2 you. and yae becz of this i tink school frens are better becz they understand not u -.- and they noe when 2 be angry and when not 2 be

joshuah lim its bloody funny how u can say things like u;re my best friend samuel and u can write things and say things abt him. and u got the guts to bloody hell say in front of us u prefer sch friends. if u do then what for u come. if u got the guts to say that u got talk to vicky la u talk to me for what?! and u ask me go fuck sarah and i;m quoting am i that immature to go fuck her now seriously. and since when did i force any 1 to worship and since when did i say when i type in a sms a verse that it is written by me. is the bible written by me no its not its written by god. and u say not everything is god but the word was by him and u say that becoz u have lost ur passion for god. u noe come to think of it i think even noah is more mature than u even though he may be insensitive at times seriously.

Reuben

The SoldiersForHim blog is catching up with my 62 postses
so erm yea i jus came to post cause i have not post in awhile
and erm just to say i think all our exams should be soon yea
i said i think...i dunno my is on this fri
so yea erm jus wanna wish all of you Good luck
and yea dun forget to Love God and cast ur burdens on him
this post is classified as random
so srry if i wasted ur time and money
gd nite all

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! one day i will be famous my name will be known by every 1 but i will be famous for the wrong reason i will be famous becoz i am so disgusting, F'ed up and what a shit i can be, am and will always be.

reuben

I first asked for the dance but too bad i didn't get to see it and when an event came up i said i promise i will go and i have never broke my promise in my whole life before not once. just as i thought i could see the dance i cannot go when i told u i could. GRRRR. i guess i will never see the dance eh? even the video of it wont help becoz i won't be able to find u so dun bother :(

Reuben

Make some noise

It's easy to feel like
You're all alone
To feel like nobody knows
The great that you are
The good that's inside you
Is trying so hard to break through

Maybe it's your time to lift off and fly
You won't know if you never try
I will be there with you all of the way
You'll be fine

[Chorus]
Don't let anyone
Tell you that you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong with just being yourself
That's more than enough
So come on and raise your voice
speak your mind and make some noise
And sing
Hey, hey
Make some noise
Hey, hey, yeah

You want to be known
You want to be heard
And know you are beautiful
You have so much to give
Some change you wanna live
So shout it out and let it show

You have a diamond inside of your heart
A light that shines bright as the stars
Don't be afraid to be all that you are
You'll be fine

[Chorus]
Don't let anyone
Tell you that you're not strong enough
Don't give up
There's nothing wrong with just being yourself
That's more than enough
So come on and raise your voice
speak your mind and make some noise
And sing
Hey, hey
Make some noise
Hey, hey, yeah

[Bridge]
You can't just sit back and watch the world change
What matters is what you've got to say
There's no one else who can stand in your place
So come on it's never too late

Maybe it's your time to lift off and fly
You won't know if you never try

[Chorus]

another nice song(: smiles

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jB1VW2-j9o
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hMGmwYzkCo

Just go and watch these vids. XD
Oh and the piano really is I play one.

-Reuben

As we march through the valley where the dead stand.

As we march through the valley where we meet the enemy.

As we march,our banners waving in the air

As we march, we see the vast army.

As their drums deepen.

As we walk,as we march,we will not be frighten.

Even if they outnumber us we will not run because we outgun them.

They may win this battle but we will win this war.

We are not just a gang we are a army.

SIA LA!!! my blog's onli at its 64th post! HOW CAN 1 GUY COMPETE AGAINST 13?!?! and im part of the 13 LOL xD anw...
just thought i shld publish the 5th editn of the sinner's journal... shown ppl liao... and since we're at war... here's the time to publish the SECRET WEAPON V LOL
enjoy... its kinda long...
and i completed it some 1 month back...

The Sinner's Journal V

It’s a war we are in,
A war that’s ending soon.
It’s a war we are winning,
For the enemy’s heading for their doom.
However the enemy knows how to counter,
How to counter this winning side of ours.
By bringing in disputes,
By bringing in quarrels.
Slowly isolating the warriors of God,
Bringing them to their knees.
I was worried,
And I could not rest.
So where ever would I be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly being disturbed?

Past temptations were back,
Under constant attack by them.
Like flaming arrows,
Falling from the sky and striking us in the heart.
We needed God,
For even the strongest couldn’t survive.
The enemy was constantly attacking,
Not giving up.
Looking out for a weak spot,
To penetrate into the hearts of the weak.
I was worried,
And I could not rest.
So where ever would I be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly being disturbed?

God had moved recently,
Touching more lives,
Saving more souls.
And of course,
The devil would not just stand around watching,
Of course,
He would do something,
Something to disrupt the move of God.
Of course,
He would mislead the younger generation.
I was worried,
And I could not rest.
So where ever would I be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly being disturbed?

But God hears our call,
And protects those who call upon Him.
Covered by the blood of His,
We continue to fight.
Yet,
There are those lost sheep.
Wandering off into the dangerous pastures,
Away from the shepherd.
Some would come back,
And some lost forever.
I was worried,
And I could not rest.
So where ever would I be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly being disturbed?

The days have become weary,
Tiring and lifeless.
The end seems so near,
The signs seem so clear.
Life has became a drag,
Suicide comes into mind.
Life becomes tiresome,
Eternal sleep comes into mind.
It was a tough struggle,
But it was going to be worth it.
I was worried,
And I could not rest.
So where ever would I be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly being disturbed?

The sky no longer seemed blue,
The sun feels so cold.
It was not what it used to be,
A world filled with joy and laughter,
Became a world bitter and cold.
The birds no longer chirp,
And the children no longer play.
For the demons were attacking,
For all night,
And all day.
I was worried,
And I could not rest.
So where ever would I be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly being disturbed?

People still worshipped Him,
But it was not like before.
The music somehow died along the way,
And now it becomes a bore.
But continually God refreshes,
And satisfies.
The hungry souls that long for Him,
And the tired souls that search for Him.
We were winning,
But we were complacent.
I was worried,
And I could not rest.
So where ever would I be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly being disturbed?

Hearts were broken,
Lives were lost.
Pressure sets in,
And stress grows as well.
The demons were prevailing,
And it seemed we were losing.
But God intervened,
And gave a helping hand.
Setting us on our feet,
And back we were in this fight.
I was worried,
And I could not rest.
So where ever would I be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly being disturbed?

The finish line could be seen,
So close yet so far.
With accusers attacking,
With insults, lies,
With false accusation.
It was discouraging.
It was painful.
It was hard to carry on.
But God was there,
Relieving our burdens.
I was worried,
And I could not rest.
So where ever would I be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly being disturbed?

I had to find rest somehow,
For I grew weary.
Sleep was not helping,
And so I left it out.
I could not sleep,
Nor stay awake.
I could do neither,
And so death came into mind.
There was no difference,
For no one noticed my existence.
I was worried,
And I could not rest.
So where ever would I be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly being disturbed?

But God slapped me,
Across the face.
Waking me up,
Big time.
Where was I about to go?
Hell.
I nearly wasted His death,
On the cross.
He was there,
But I missed Him.
I was relieved,
Yet I could not rest.
So where ever would I be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly being disturbed?

So here I am,
Running this race.
A dangerous race,
With traps every corner.
A race of life,
That few people make out alive.
But I had God,
I was confident.
That I would live,
And not die.
I was relieved,
Yet I could not rest.
So where ever would I be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly being disturbed?

My stamina depleted,
And I was weak.
But God provided shelter,
He provided rest.
Finally,
I could sleep,
In peace,
Without disturbance.
He watched over me,
And protected me.
I was relieved,
And I could finally rest.
So where ever would I not be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly protected?

God provides,
He loves.
He refreshes my empty soul,
And sets me on my feet.
The road was long and dangerous,
Yet I wasn’t scared.
God was with me,
Who could be against me?
So I carried on my journey,
My journey to Home.
I was happy,
For God was with me.
So where ever would I not be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly protected?

The year had just started,
Yet troubles had appeared already.
But nothing could stop us,
From getting home.
Nothing could end us,
For He protected us.
Nothing could distract us,
For He was in our eyes.
Nothing was against us,
For he was with us.
I was elated,
For home drew near.
So where ever would I not be able to find rest then,
When my place of rest is constantly protected?

Sure the road may seem long,
But we were well-rested.
Sure the road may seem dangerous,
But we were protected.
Sure the road seemed intimidating,
But we were not afraid.
Sure the devil might be against us,
But God was with us.
Forever He shall be,
Forever He will be.
So I was safe,
For He carried me in His hands,
And kept me safe,
Out of harm’s way.
So I know I would be able to rest,
For my place of rest was protected.

I know I was safe,
And my place of rest was protected.
For I’m with Him,
What about you?

Sorry but donnoe what to say that is good... Will not be posting for a some time i tink not because com got promblem or got ban but because i got nothing to say........ sorry.....So dun expect post from me

When obstacles and trails seem
Like prison walls to be,
I do the little I do
And leave the rest to Thee.

And when there seems no chance, no change,
From grief can set me free,
Hope finds its strength in helplessness,
And calmly waits for Thee.

(Sadly, it's not written by me.. Taken from Streams in the Desert :D)

Oh and I kup the 50th post!
Haha XD
Whoa this blog's really fast o.o
Does this blog have more posts than any of yours yet? XD

Love, sarah (:

'When the world says, "Give up,"Hope whispers, "Try it one more time." '
Saints are sinners who kept on going

Problems are not stop signs, they are guidelines.
When your dreams turn to dust, vacuum.
sometimes all you need too get through life is some love &faith
When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on.
Fall seven times, stand up eight
Heart to heart and hand in hand we'll stand until the end; love's forever when your forever friends
Stand by Him &He will stand by you
how wonderful;how beautiful Jesus your name, name above every name; you're my beautiful saviour, god of all majesty, risen king

i will sing forever
Jesus i love you;

just wanna clarify some stuff
my previous post was like only what i thought ok
as in what i saw and stuff la
so the real thing may be entirely different
haha
but i hope none of you will be angry la.. after reading that post.. i'm just talking about my past stuff :x
and anw school is ok for me now
olike begginning of this week got alot of tension and stuff
but now all settle liao(:
and i'm nuts...
bleah

ok here's for my long post
actually there's nothing much since like everything is sort of solved but i'll still post anyway firstly i would like to apologise to reuben &james cos like i'm sorry you guys looked forward to worship so much than we din't have it la... ya and also i'm so sorry for calling you guys immature T.T
ok now i'm sorry if this next part will like arise anger in people la.. but i guess i just have this feeling to post it...
--
ok i have to admit la, i don't get angry but i get irritated
and on sun i was really irritated at rueben and james
but now i'm ok liao la.. just saying at that time one
ok i was irritated firstly cos during lunch it was wayy awkward la
and like the two of you guys were whispering over there and stuff and glancing at noah
which i felt was very bad la... and like when noah asked you what? you're just ignore him....
i mean me and sarah were whispering... but we were whispering about CUTE GUYS, i dun think you want to know that do you...
so anw that i felt was ok but abit... but like after that you're just decide to leave and like you asked us la... but we couldn't exactly say no wat.. i mean if we said STAY than you're would but would be whispering and just sitting there which will be even weirder la.. so you're left first then we gather to talk, you want to worship we don't want to
ok its not that we don't want to la.. its just that after that weird lunch no one was really like in the mood for worship and like i just felt that if you heart wasn't in worship (which is actually about your heart) than like wats the point, so i say we talk first and i could tell you guys were a bit angry liao la... but i really didn't know what to do
so after that we talked and you guys were like forcing stuff out of josh... i mean this is a TALK, people talk what they want to talk... you just can't force stuff out la.. then after that naturally he defended and you' started having that pillow fight
and like while you guys were interrogating josh and having the fight
the girls were feeling very left out and out of place
so we sit at the wall there and jus do nothing than we just say out that you guys were childish la.. cause we were like abit irritated that we were called to stay back for a serious talk and there you were playing with the pillows and doing obscene stuff. so after tat the guys all settle down and started to talk l
well everyone except the two of you, james and reuben and that was what really got to me la.. i mean you're two were like the ones who started this talk and when we actually started to talk you're just sit at the corners and emo -.-
than after that when i ask you why you just say you don't feel like talking... so anyway we talked and i actually discovered alot about bird, josh and noah la... than the two of you just leave early like sulkily too like..........................................................
then after that reuben say you wanna leave the group cos nothing is going to go back to normal
without you even knowing that the talk had already been talked out and like things were going to get better la... that's about all for sun but now everything for me is ok, as in i'm not irritated with the guys anymore la.... just that i find reuben sometimes a teeny weeny bit hypocritical (sorry :x)
--
actually as i thought more about the things that WAS going on right
i realised that it was good you know
i mean if the thing hadn't cropped up like we wouldn't have known wat was going on in the other people's lifes la.. in a way its all about unity
like unity as in as a group
like we really become one la.. i just feel like thats the expectation God has for us la... i mean unity was what caused this whole thing and unity will put it back together again yea?
ok my point is that we from now on just really be open with how we feel about each other
i mean how do you expect that person to change if they don't even know HOW to change
so just be open if you're comfortable with it, if you're not then leave it for another day. just keep in mind that if you keep it, the other person may not know that what he/she is doing is actually bothering you so he'she will just keep doing it la. whatever it is
--
i also feel that this group doesn't need to have a leader or you don't need to have someone to tell you to do that thing then you can do it
what makes tha group A GROUP is the group itself la
and like not whoever who calls the shots
that's just one person
and what i told sarah was like if you guys wanna really solve whatever problem that comes our way in future or now right we have to really work as one la
i mean you can't depend on one person picking out all the rotten apples from the batch, its possible but its very tiring for that one person and like its always better for everyone if everyone were to help out la
anyway i just want to say that
if you believe that its over it will be over; and just stop killing brain cells thinking and stressing yourself out over this cause its OVER, we've come out victorious(:
and i just wanna say that we'll always be here for anyone who needs help
plus: heres one reason not to be emo(:

But now, thus says the LORD, who created you, O Jacob,And He who formed you, O Israel:
“ Fear not, for I have redeemed you;
I have called you by your name;You are Mine.
When you pass through the waters, I will be with you;
And through the rivers, they shall not overflow you.
When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned,
Nor shall the flame scorch you.
For I am the LORD your God,
The Holy One of Israel, your Savior;
I gave Egypt for your ransom, Ethiopia and Seba in your place.
Since you were precious in My sight,
You have been honored, And I have loved you;
Therefore I will give men for you,
And people for your life.
Isaiah 43:1-4

P.S if you leave, i will leave with you &i'm serious

I just wanna say this...
we Will get through this together.
Satan will Never prevail.
so let's Leave things to God.
He will see me and You through...
so cheer up ok People?
I wanna reassure you guys.
God Loves you ppl.
He will bless This family.
we can pull through this, together as 1 Family!
So no matter what happens,
remember you will always have this family here,
and a God above.
Amen.

James

Eh guys...
and i mean guys...
this is more for the guys onli...
actually josh...
ok josh... wadever happens this sat...
and i mean
WADEVER happens...
do NOT
and i stress...
DO NOT
lose your cool...
trust me...
its for the better...
if anyone's gonna lose their cool...
i will...
JOSH LISTEN!!!
DO!!!
NOT!!!
LOSE!!!
YOUR!!!
COOL!!!
ok?
thats abt it...
and TRUST me when i say this...

James...

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my long post shall wait till tml...
not in the mood to post right now
well except this -.-

err wats with the 3 posts b4 me?

anyways just wanna wish u guys gd week

yea srry no time to post a prayer

but hope everything will be fine again

with erm those post?

ok anyways ya have a good week

and always rmb about God yea

go to him for help

coz he'll be there

well i'm sure we'll be back to normal

very soon ya so ok cya

Everything will be back to normal or better than normal

i promise

You noe what i am thinking now? i am seriously wondering now why girls goes to guys for security? how they depend on their boyfriends to spoonfeed the family in the future. how they can be so damn utterly stupid to go into a relationship with guys at this age and yet they can say guys are immature. if we are then why do u come to us for money for ur bloody shopping and why u come to us expecting us to protect u from evil?! i am quoting now," girls are way more mature than guys". ya and if any 1 is against my thoughts or me spit it out dun even shout it or scream it back u got the guts to say this u spit it out now. if we are immature then honestly dun come to us for anything anymore. since u are so mature take care of urself. and when i practiced the songs all the way till 2 am and got scolded so that u will enjoy it and u throw it back and trust me worship matters most to god when u dun feel like worshipping.

-Reuben

grrrr next time i shall juz shut up and not say anything ok? ya i noe i'm not doing a good job.

reuben

I thought I'd just share about the thoughts I had today lah (:
Today in school (during Malay lesson when the teacher didn't come XD), it dawned on me about how grateful I should be for Jesus. I mean, if there was a friend -a man who could feel pain just as much as you did- who took the rap, suffered through everything, and died for you just so you could be saved... Wouldn't you be immensely grateful? I would be in utter disbelief for all eternity lah. I think I've been taking Him for granted. Am determined to love Him more each day ^^

I found this song really encouraging as well (:

"What a Friend we have in Jesus, all our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry everything to God in prayer!
O what peace we often forfeit, O what needless pain we bear,
All because we do not carry everything to God in prayer.

Have we trials and temptations? Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged; take it to the Lord in prayer.
Can we find a friend so faithful who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus knows our every weakness; take it to the Lord in prayer.

Are we weak and heavy laden, cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Savior, still our refuge, take it to the Lord in prayer.
Do your friends despise, forsake you? Take it to the Lord in prayer!
In His arms He’ll take and shield you; you will find a solace there.

Blessed Savior, Thou hast promised Thou wilt all our burdens bear
May we ever, Lord, be bringing all to Thee in earnest prayer.
Soon in glory bright unclouded there will be no need for prayer
Rapture, praise and endless worship will be our sweet portion there."

Carrying On

The road ahead is dark and gloomy,
The path we take is narrow.
Already we are cold and weary,
In fear and doubt we wallow.
But look towards that light at the end,
Waiting for us, guiding our way.
And feel the warmth from round the bend.
Embracing us throughout the day.

Therefore, we are
Carrying on,
As Soldiers for Him
Carrying on,
Feeling tired but strong
Carrying on,
Through joy and weeping
Carrying on,
No matter how long
Carrying on,
Holding back nothing
Carrying on,
As Soldiers for Him

Disappointments come our way,
Everything is breaking down.
Hurts and troubles seem to stay,
There seems to be no way round.
But look towards His arms at the end.
Waiting for us, guiding our way.
And feel the love from round the bend.
Embracing us throughout the day.

Therefore, we are
Carrying on,
As Soldiers for Him
Carrying on,
Though something’s wrong
Carrying on,
Hopeless but trusting
Carrying on,
Past the saddest songs
Carrying on,
Without complaining
Carrying on,
As Soldiers for Him

At the end of everything,
13 people will stand.
Our arms and hearts all strongly linked,
Walking forward hand in hand.
Surrounded by His light,
Embraced by His arms,
Feeling His warmth,
Overwhelmed with His love,
Which had been waiting for us, guiding our way
And embracing us throughout our days.

Therefore, we are
Carrying on,
As Soldiers for Him
Carrying on,
Feeling tired but strong
Carrying on,
Through joy and weeping
Carrying on,
No matter how long
Carrying on,
Holding back nothing
Carrying on,
Though something’s wrong
Carrying on,
Hopeless but trusting
Carrying on,
Past the saddest songs
Carrying on,
Without complaining
Carrying on,
Oh yes, we’re carrying on,
We’re carrying on,
As Soldiers for Him

--
I know it sucks :/
But muahaha at least I tried XD Hehe..
YAY we'll see each other tomorrow (:(:
We all survived the week haha!
Yipeeeee :D

Love, sarah (:

One day the people will hear our story...
How we fought countless battles against the devil and his armies of demons.
How 13 people survived their countless attacks.
How we fought with no shields or swords.
One day the children will know:
A war doesn't need shield or swords.
They will tell generations and the nation.
They may not reach that stage but now hell will know how we can defeat them...
....And there is no way they can fight back.
For this battle and war belongs to the Lord.
...The only war with no blood....

-Reuben

Rescue Me - Planetshakers

When im alone the world is such a different place

Sometimes its hard to keep the smile upon my face

It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down

Its taken so long but now theres one thing that Ive found

When everything starts crashing down

When all I know falls to the ground

When darkness comes and I can't see

You're always there to rescue me

Just when I think that Ive got it figured out

You open my eyes and let me see that theres no doubt

But you've got it all within the power of your hand

It seems like the more I know the less I understand

When everything starts crashing down

When all I know falls to the ground

When darkness comes and I can't see

You're always there to rescue me

When all my strength has turned to fear

When I wonder if you're near

When I dont know how to break free

You're always there to rescue me

I wonder if Ill make it through this darkest night

I need to know your strength in me gonna win this fight

Im reaching out wont you take my hand show me to the light

I know you're by my side

again, large is outstanding and largest is outstanding (x2) YAY

Circle of Friends -Point of Grace

We were made to love and be loved
But the price this world demands will cost you far too much
I spent so many lonely years just trying to fit in
Now I've found a place in this circle of friends

In a circle of friends we have one Father
In a circle of friends we share this prayer
That every orphaned soul will know
And all will enter in
To the shelter of this circle of friends

If you weep, I will weep with you
If you sing for joy the rest of us will lift our voices too
But no matter what you feel inside there's no need to pretend
That's the way it is in this circle of friends

In a circle of friends
We have one father
In a circle of friends we share this prayer
That we'll gather together no matter how the highway bends
I will not lose this circle of friends

Among the nations, tribes and tongues we have sisters and brothers
And when we meet in heaven we will recognize each other
With joy so deep and love so sweet
Oh we'll celebrate these friends
And a life that never ends

all the large words are so called like the outstanding ones
hope you guys have a great last day of the week(:

I've got 3 pics for you guys XD

Love, sarah (:

Hey guys i got these red patches on my skin and i dunno why

anyway i'm not goin sch tmr coz my dad took an mc for no reason...

anyway i was thinking abt this jus now so yea

its nth really i jus tot of it while looking at the clock....

Time is works in a weird way

when your sad,every second seems to be a minute

when your happy,every hour seemed like a minute

when you want this moment to be longer,it ends

when you want this moment to be shorter,it seems longer

but actually time moves the same

its just doesn't work the way we want it to

but it does help

cause without it

there wouldn't be any moments at all

be it sad or happy

it would be emotionless

so it was good that God has created this

so i just wanna thank him for

all the moments we had

be it sad or happy

bye..

Hey karyne here. I realised this is the first time i am posting in this blog. Anyway, just now i had a heart to heart talk with my aunt, regarding my life. Obviously, i just realised that i was bullied, i cried my lungs out and cry out to the holy spirit to fill my life again. those vacated and hurt emotions in us. Fill it up with his perfect love. Each of our love is imperfect except God. aAnyway my ema taught me ways that i can do when we are upset and stuff and i would to share it with all of your. Firstly, before u noe ur friend is going to say something bad abt you or critisise you. You can pray over her and ask god to hold her tongue so that the words she is about to say will go back to herself. Secondly, when someone insults you, you can do something that you like to take your mind off it. dun repeat the words into your head. thirdly, pray to the lord. It is true that we are not worthy of god's love but nevertheless he still loved us. Therefore who are we to look down on ourselves and others! it is as though u are telling God that ur bigger than him. if u had thoughts of suicidal or thoughts that u are not good enough, ask for forgiveness. By God's grace we are already forgiven. Therefore after doing something wrong, reflect on it once but not too much. its unhealthy. Lastly, try to write things down in a journal and trust in the lord that he will pull you through. a poem just for each and everyone of us...
ONLY BELIEVE

Has that trial in your life been going on so long
That everything in you screams, "This is so wrong."

You can't understand, it seems God is far away
As with tears you cry out to Him everyday,

If you read God's Word His truth you will see
That He has a job for you and a job for me,

ONLY BELIEVE! is what He has to say
At His feet this problem you must lay,

In His time and in His way
An answer to your problem will be there one day,

Keep on believing, don't lose hope
He'll give you His grace enabling you to cope,

Keep your eyes on Him as to to Him you cleave
He has promised He will never forsake you or leave,

Give Him time to work it all out
The devil just wants you to worry and doubt,

Praising Him is one thing He's looking for
To bless you is what He has in store,

So no matter what, even when you don't understand
ONLY BELIEVE! that's what moves His hand.

heehee <3 Karyne :) God bless! Love ur lots! I will miss your over the weeks i am not in church pls keep me updated and post pictures! BYE BYE!

Hey GUys how is life....Well just want to tell you that we are taking ground faster and faster...We are winning!!Just want 2 tell u guys to keep it close to God and make sure you put God first...Keep them on the run make them cry!!!!!Hey lets stick together k?Even in sadness praise the lord:]....

As the war drums dies away,as the bullets quit the gun.I sit and cry. Just thinking of what I lost makes me cry.

hey guys...
anw the concert thing the details are at the website below(:
http://www.christianhub.com.sg/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=107&Itemid=43
and you can leave early la
like if at 9 you wan leave you can just walk out
haha...
hope to see most of you're going yea?
ME AM GOING... (:
becky here (again)

hi guys its reuben here. me and becky feel there is something wrong both of us dun really noe how to describe or explain the feeling. and the feeling is not really bad or good so we were juz wondering if any of u feel the same thing if u do pls let us noe and if u do and u noe what it is abt pls tell us also haha.

HEY PPL
this may just be the thing to liven up your souls after one whole week of horrendous, suckish school
or if your week has been great this will make it greater(:
PLANETSHAKERS IS IN S'PORE BABYE!!!!!!!!!!
7.30pm @EXPO HALL 10
FREE ADMISSION
will probably end around 9-9.30 la
please tell me as soon as you confirm are going
i'm going la... with school friends
but i really wan you're to come too.....
so as best as possible, COME
and is this friday(:
pls tell me on msn or sms
thks

Don noe why am i posting this but...anw..

Sometimes time does not help

when in love,when in love

the worst thing that can happen to you

is you are stuck.

when stuck everything is nothing.

When stuck love is war.

When stuck tears is love.

When stuck happiness is sadness.

When stuck You don't know who are your friends.

When stuck things just don apply well.

When stuck good things loses its touch.

Hey guys my sis read the email from james the leaders noe already i think. My sis said its not spiritual attack but our puberty and stuff and we all teenagers thats why. she said spiritual attack is when revival is gonna happen. to me i dun think thats completely true but yes its possible it may juz be us. and also ,i dun think she understands what most of us went through so its diff becoz i could feel things even though i cannot see it behind my own back but only others but i could feel. But i think what my sis said its true so yup. and of coz this is reuben la lol.

Hey guys i'm having bad cough

which isn't a good sign haha

but that ain't gonna stop me from loving God!

so i'm gonna post yea....

As the stars sparkle

i think back on life...

The past mistakes

and the past achievements

and i realise that

My mistakes

big or small

were experiences...

these experiences

were the reason

for having achievements

so i wanna thank God for not only my achievements

but my mistakes as well

i;m not gonna let mistakes in my life

bring me away from God

cause i will love Him

eternally...

So whatever happens

God knows what he is doing

so don't scold him for doing good things in your life

your experiences may not work now

but it will work some other time

"For i know the plans i have for you"declares the Lord,"plans to prosper you and not to harm you"

Jer 29:ll

Shining for God
Shining with a smile (:
Shining as a ~~little~~ light for Him!

This little light of mine,
I'm gonna let it shine!
This little light of mine,
I'm gonna let it shine!
This little light of mine,
I'm gonna let it shine,
Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine!
Shine it until Jesus comes,
I'm gonna let it shine!
Shine it until Jesus comes,
I'm gonna let it shine!
Shine it until Jesus comes,
I'm gonna let it shine,
Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine!

Remember to keep shining (and smiling)! :D

<3 sarah

A very Good evening to you ladies and gentlemen.
You are aboard flight Jesus,
heading towards heaven.
Uh, the journey would be about,
it really depends.
anyway, the weather these days look kinda rough,
so please expect some turbulance.
we would be flying through some really tough times,
and so please remain seated with your seatbelt on and your bible on your hand.
please put all hand luggage and armour in the cabinet on top of you.
if any of you feel tired or weak,
feel free to approach our leaders, or your friends,
they are a very nice bunch.
there will be refreshments every now and then,
e.g. church on sats and sun, daily qt and bible verse.
and even though it is optional we strongly suggest you refresh yourself every
once in a while,
it's gonna be a bumpy ride.
the plane will be taking off shortly,
and we will not allow anyone to jump off this plane after it has taken off,
for we've removed all the parachute.
so if you jump,
im sure you know wad happens.
Please be reminded once again that this is a non-smoking flight,
for we are the temple of God,
we are absoulutely ANTI-SMOKE.
please buckle up,
we will be taking off shortly.
All Glory be to God!

*plane takes off*

Hey ppl! we will pull thru ok? i wan at least 1 person to come on every day to post a short encouragement... or anything ok? SHARE!!!! OH YEAH and please be at peace while the plane is in air...
God Bless!~

James

This war is not as easy as it looks
yes with God on our side
we can win this without breaking a sweat
but the the devil is bringing us away from God
every single second...
and we have to fight it off
and when your at it,ask God for help
ask him for guidance
and when you have failed don't give up
push to the end
this war may not cause injuries
but damages your soul
and now we are still young
and our souls are probably in good condition
so start keeping it well
when your hurt,seek God for help to heal the pain
and ask him for forgiveness and to make you clean
with this we would be able to win the war
for God!

Taking the hands of your little children,
embracing us like we were perfect .
We were nothing more than sinners,
falling short of your glory.

But then you took us,
gave us your only son.

So what can i say?
What did i do that i deserve the holy living god
The living water who quenches my thirst.
So what can i do?
All i did was sin but now i have no choice but to offer my life to you.

Take it, change it.
I was once a fool.
But you changed me into someone good.
Now, change me again.
For i do not have enough of You.
No, I do not have enough of You

-Reuben

its like a war.. yet no one gets hurt physically
everyone gets hurt emotionally... which is somewhat worse
nowadays everyone is getting caught up in the materialistic things in the world that we forget the little things that we take for granted everyday (even me)
we try to fight off the attcks on our own
not knowing that behind us there are people willing to help us tide over this tough times
we continue struggling...
yet do not call out for help
we do our best but gets brought down again
again and again
'you're not good enough' someone says
'you suck' another
everyone is against you - or so you think
still not noticing the quiet army waiting behind for your command
finally you break down under the pressure
and finally someone says your name........
echoing it softly over and over again
bringing comfort to you and your troubles
finally you realised wat you hav missed out in the first place
you put on the armour set down for you
and somehow while fitting it on...
you feel a new sense of belonging swelling up inside you, filling the empty space that has been aching and haunting you for the past few weeks
tears swelling in your eyes, you try to fight them back
'i'm strong enough i'm strong' you tell yourself over and over again, unknowingly letting the self torture continue on
'why are you doing this to yourself my child,' you feel a hand on your back
'cos i'm strong enough i can take it'
'you have your personal limits. you are not God. let it go my child. Let It Go.'
tears started falling down my eyes now
i could not help it, i could not stop them and yet somehow i begun to feel lighter
drying my tears, i stood up bravely
suddenly i felt so FULL
so full of His power
that i could over come anything being thrown at me
i walked towards the front of the battleline, knowing that i had support from the back and that i had tried my best to win....
entrusting my all to God... we charged
Giving our all for the glory of Him, just like He did for us

" The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him and i am helped. My heart leaps for joy and i will give thanks to Him in song" Psalm 28:7

As our banners sore in the sky, as we sing songs of war, the enemy marches on to us. I was part of a small army of 4 hundred.I stood at attention waiting for the enemy.I had two friends beside me.We told each other that one of us would die today.We saw the flag’s of the enemy, a big force of a thousand. We saw their rifles, their tanks , their banners.To me the most frightening thing is their banners. On it says “here comes death”…I looked to my right to see my friend sweating like it was hell. This time our commander had nothing to say, all he did was keep quite. Suddenly I heard tank shells being fried.I saw a bunch of people flying in the air. Despite this we stood still without moving,by the third wave of shells more then 100 were dead…We were not given the order to move so we could move. Then at last the order was given. every one charged towards the enemy without fear… gun shots were fired, I looked to the back to see some of my friends lying on the ground.Our moral were so low.I saw the other 900 soldiers running towards us.I saw my friends fighting for their lives.Then up on the hill I saw a solider dragging a flag up , he stood up there and shouted “we deserve victory”.Then a group of men shot him down.He then crawled up of the hill holding the flag and he then died.This made all of us fight like we were winning. TO BE CONTINUED