ok...
firstly...
josh... dun use the f word on msn if you cant say it in our face in church in front of the many people.... seriously... sorry but i really feel what reuben is saying MAKES SENSE OK? like... wad the hell? Don't say you had enough of us coz you don't... when i asked you to go watch that vid on God you didnt give a shit... so its not US... Cmon la... You said if its not a vid on us you dun watch... LOL actions speak louder than words ok? If it was a vid on us you would have watched it... BUT IT WAS A VID ABT GOD... yet you didnt giva shit... You say you wanna leave the group... erm... your name's not coming off....
Secondly...
Sam... i dunno wad is wrong with you and anyone so im not gonna say much... but dun even bother to leave the group... Your name's not coming off either... so dun screw with us... like dun go to church and say yo wassup? yeah blah blah blah blah LOAD OF BULLSHIT OK? dun onli tio stress den quarrel abit den say ARH LEAVE LA LEAVE LA... im not saying that you said that... i didnt quote... ITS THE BLOODY INTENTION... Damn it la...
Thirdly...
Reuben.... Ok... i agree with how you feel... BUT you cannot keep feeling angry almost all the time... den next min ok ok ... den angry again... den ok ok ... its not gd for anyone... i know you have your views... i have mine too.... and please... Don't leave the group... shit man...
Fourthly...
Becky.... wad the hell? i noe you said if ppl were leaving you would leave with them... but that aint gonna make nothing better... the group will just be shattered even further... its really not helping... i mean... wad the hell la...
Fifth...
i just wanna say... NOT ONLY YOU GUYS ARE BEING PRESSURED OK?!?! LIKE WAD THE HELL???? ONLY YOU GUYS ARE STRESSED??? LIKE SARAH... ME... ELIZ IAN KAR JOY NOAH MARCUS VICKY AND VAN NOT STRESS ARH? CMON LA... DUN USE STRESS AND QUARRELLING AND NOT BEING ABLE TO TAKE US AS AN EXCUSE LA... IF YOU REALLY CANT TAKE ANYONE WHY NOT RESOLVE THE BLOODY PROB?!?!? IF JUDGEMENT DAY WAS TML ARE YOU GOING TO FACE GOD AND SAY "GOD I REALLY HATE THIS GUY! WHY THE HELL DID YOU MAKE HIM MEET ME IN THE FIRST PLACE?" WAD WOULD GOD SAY?
shit... i just realised... caping everything will not make it easy to read... but wad the heck...
you can choose not to read it... i dun care...
ok?
its NOT like im NOT stressed ok? i have to pass my bloody exams in order to get into double sci... not that i can make it... BUT I DUN EVEN THINK I CAN STAY IN COMBINE SCI OK? i try to learn... BUT ITS NOT BLOODY EASY... and here i am... with phy and ss exam tml... typing out this post...
coz wad you guys are doing really irks me...
and i have to voice it out...
I DUN GIVA SHIT ABT MY EXAMINATIONS!!! OK? I HAVE THE ENTIRE PHY TXTBOOK TO STUDY AND HALF MY SS TO STUDY AND ITS 10 PM LIAO... SO JOSH... WHO EVERY SAID I HATED YOU? IM BLOODY SACRIFICING MY STUDIES FOR YOU GUYS OK?!?!! SO WHAT IF I PASSED??? LIKE SCREW THE EXAMS... OK? HAPPY? LIKE I DUN MIND FAILING OK? BUT WHY THE HELL??? I DUN MIND BEING LAST IN THE ENTIRE SEC 3 LEVEL!!! I DUN BLOODY MIND RETAINING A YEAR COZ OF SACRIFICING MY STUDIES FOR THINGS LIKE THIS!!!
so why the bloody hell are you so pissed? COME TAKE IT OUT ON ME LA...
and ALMOST ALL THE TEACHERS HATE ME OK? EVEN TEACHERS WHO DUNNO ME!!
LIKE MY CLASS IS THE LAST CLASS IN THE ENTIRE LEVEL... WE ARE A BLOODY HOPELESS BUNCH... BUT WE STILL TRY TO LIVE LIFE HAPPY MAH...
so dun give me such bullshit that your lives are too stressed up and you wanna leave us becoz of a quarrel... if you say that's little compared to yours... its onli i left out a hell lot of other stuff...
SO WHY THE HELL DO YOU WANNA LEAVE? WAD YOU GONNA SAY NEXT???
"OH SCREW THIS... I GOT NO FRIENDS IN CHURCH... NO ONE LIKES ME... ARH... I THINK I SHOULD NOT GO TO CHURCH... NO ONE NOTICES ANYWAY"
i tell you this... IF NO ONE BOTHERED... YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN GONE BY NOW... WHY THE HELL YOU THINK YOU STILL IN THE FAMILY? AND I STRESS FAMILY? COZ WE FREAKING CARE!!!
IF NO ONE CARED I WOULD BE STUDYING MY WORK NOW... AND HOPEFULLY BY GOD'S GRACE I DUN FAIL...
IF NO ONE GAVE A SHIT... I WOULD NOT BE HERE WOULD I?
SO WAKE UP YOUR BLOODY IDEA!!!
there... i've said my piece... and i held back alot... so please...
dun do it for me...
dun do it for anyone...
dun do it to prove anything...
do it for God.