I've found a friend who died for me

God poured out his blessings,
but i refused to count them.
He gave out the tests,
but i refused to pass them.
He open wide his arms,
but i refused to embrace them.
He showed the way,
but i refused to walk.

He did not give the sufferings,
yet i chose to count them.
He did not bring the negative thoughts,
yet i chose to embrace them.
He did not plant evil in me,
yet i chose to cultivate them.
He did not lead me wrongly,
yet i chose to be lost.

But now i shall,
For Him,
i shall.
i shall take my map,
and find my way back.
i shall take the test,
and walk thru the flames.
i shall spit them out,
every single one of them.
when i walk thru the fire,
both my sins and evil and I will be burnt,
we will all feel the pain,
but i will not be hurt,
unlike them.
when im through with this,
i will not be the same person.

God wants me to go thru this test.
and he shall be waiting on the other side,
of the flames.
with the robes of the holies,
sandals of the godly,
and headress of His word.
He will embrace me,
and i will not hold back.
He will love me,
and i will love Him back.
He has shown me the way,
and it's this path i shall take.
it's gonna be difficult,
it's gonna be painful,
it's gonna be fine.
For His plans are to prosper me and not to harm me.

He has showered his blessings,
and im counting the infinite.
He has given the test,
and im prepared for it.
He has open wide His arms,
and im looking forward to embracing them,
He has shown me the way,
and no matter how difficult,
i will go.

Coz' it's of Him,
that I live.
and it's for Him,
I Will.
For God,
I Must.

today watched narnia. i recommend all of u to watch it. becoz in this movie it can apply ur life.sometimes we look for hope and cry for Jesus but he doesn't seem to be there.LOOK HARDER. He is there. and he will always help but dun give up. thats all i wanna say better not give u the details of the movielol. there's also alot of sacrifice in it:(:(

found this very meaningful
so if like you're going through a very tough time
just read this and like hope it'll make you feel better

Purifier of Silver
Malachi 3:3 says: 'He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver.'
This verse puzzled some women in a Bible study and they wondered what this statement meant about the character and nature of God. One of the women offered to find out the process of refining silver and get back to the group at their next Bible Study.
That week, the woman called a silversmith and made an appointment to watch him at work. She didn't mention anything about the reason for her interest beyond her curiosity about the process of refining Silver.
As she watched the silversmith, he held a piece of silver over the fire and let it heat up. He explained that in refining silver, one needed to hold the silver in the middle of the fire where the flames were hottest as to burn away all the impurities.
The woman thought about God holding us in such a hot spot; then she thought again about the verse that says: 'He sits as a refiner and purifier of silver.'
She asked the silversmith if it was true that he had to sit there in front of the fire the whole time. The man answered that yes, he not only had to sit there holding the silver, but he had to keep his eyes on the silver the entire time it was in the fire. If the silver was left a moment too long in the flames, it would be destroyed.
The woman was silent for a moment. Then she asked the silversmith, 'How do you know when the silver is fully refined?'
He smiled at her and answered, 'Oh, that's easy -- when I see my image in it.'
If today you are feeling the heat of the fire , remember that God has his eye on you and will keep watching you until He sees His image in you.

hey guys... me&josh were thinking of an idea la
next sun we go out and watch a movie or something
than go play LAN
its really fun
and for the girls it may seem.. boyish
but its FUN(:
haha
the game we will be playing:
Command & Conquer 3: Tiberium Wars
so yea posts your thoughts la
girls, seriously its fun and just give it a try haha
Josh is sure that the guys will win.. hmmm....

you know when i feel down and stuff u all say that its amazing how sarah and i can hold such love and stuff but honestly the person i admire most is really joshuah. becoz i noe what it is like to love someone and that person says she likes u but after a while doesn't.it really takes a lot to continue to love in a situation like this and yet at the same time take the impact of such a blow. so joshuah i really take my hat off :) and u have us dun worry.

the time is coming
and everyone knows it
the calm before the storm; the enely is drawing closer
he is closer than we know
we must guard ourselves
stay strong, keep you guard on
do not let the enemy get into your head
for that is his motive
stay strong in the Lord and He will renew your strength

hey guys for those who haven't paid for the sweaters or shirts pls pay up k^^ and karyne's and van's was their bd present so everybody needs to pay back 6.10 except karyne and van of coz. thanks ^^

Cold wars are not really wars they are juz like a point of time when nations

(for this case Us) misunderstood each under and get piss at each other for reasons but not good reasons.They then start building arms causing more tension,this tension could lead to a war we don want some sexist war do we? .The more arms or for this case desires to be right we build/think the more we get piss. One of the ways to stop this is juz stop and think, What are we doing? Why are are we doing this? Will what we do help the group or world? Yea but i agree that reuben is kinda of right u girls SOMETIMES don really fit the boys in.

Anyway during that time when me and reuben were talking and walking and not really joining the group we were talking about history- WW1 and WW2 and UN and the Cold war and last of all the World powers at that time.I know its kinda of wrong to do tat but it is juz that i don't really get to talk about history to some one who knows their stuff because in my class people don know who started WW2!! I mean like WTH! Reuben i know how WW1 started it started by the assassination of the heir of Austrian throne WHOOO i remember... YEA SO PEOple i hope every one drops their Arms WHOOOOO.

Wahhhseh.
so much drama going on!
why so drama? sheesh.
i feel that God is giving the devil authority to do this,
God is using this to test us, to see how strong our unity is,
dont you guys realise this?
the devil is trying to get a foothold in our group,
to separate us all.
if we give in to temptation and lose our temper,
do you guys really think that we, as in our big family, have a bigger future?
we are already so separated now, what are we gonna do about this?
we think we know one another so much,
but actually we dont. we dont know each other spritually.
we were made to bond together before moving up together as ONE,
not as many, not as individuals, not in pairs.
we were made to know each other more.
if we dont learn from our mistakes, then what for be together?
right?
we are made together for a muchmuch bigger purpose,
when the anti christ comes, they wont attack us separatedly,
because they will not face One, But many put together as ONE.
we are made to improve each other, not to offer discouragement to others.
so i hope this misunderstanding, would be a learning overcome for all of us.
so that we wont make the same old dumb mistakes again.
so both sides please apologise and say sorry.
xxoo, Joy.
PS, PLEEEEEEEASSSSSSSEEEEEE BRING YOUR BIBLLEEEE FEEEER CHURCH CAMPPP!

agree with james
haha
anyway i was like thinking about this whole thing
and like something just pop in my mind
i feel that we're going to experience lot of this kind of things
ALOT
maybe one will happen in steve green too
i dunno
but all this stuff that happens are like God testing us
like you know putting us through a serioes of tests to make us to be more united
&to prepare us for the end of the world
and ben
the girls have changed ok
i'm sorry for the way we have treated you last time
&we're really sorry but now we're changing liao
& is not only the girls who act like this... some boys do too behind your back
anyway back to my main point...
i'm just saying that whenever somthing like this crops up, one of us will be angry
and most of the time is the one who cares most about the group and stuff
for this instance is ben
so lets applaud him for that, that he cares about the group so much la
*crowd applauds*
no one's perfect alright.. and if you expect everything you plan to go according to the way it's planned, you'll be disappointed
don't blame reuben for getting angry with us.. dont blame any of the boys
ben had the guts to like post it up here la.. which was what this blog was meant for
and it sort of made things clearer too...
his posts actually mentioned some of the things that were lacking in the area of unity within our group la
ao actually ben is a wonderful wonderful person(: thats why ___ likes him (:
haha
i dun even know what i'm typing
the main point is stay together in times of trouble and we will pull through
how to stay together?
we need more people like ben who posts whats REALLY happening during that time and like posts up wat some of us are feeling so that we can like know how that person feels and like be able to clear everything up
yea...
here on this blog you're free to express anything you feel la
and i dun wan anyone blaming anyone for doing that ok
stay together people(: stay together

erm... my post!!!
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as in below becky's and reuben's post.
and i agree with becky,
reuben its not your fault.
in fact,
it's no one's fault.
blame lack of planning.
if you must blame.
no one is to blame no one.
no one is to think negative hor,
like negative thoughts or shit.
ok den... lost my train of thoughts
AGAIN...
or maybe im done.
haha stay happy ok ppl?

Call or sms me if Thee needs anything.
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hey guys
FYI i'm not angry at anyone k?
and i just wanna say my side la

1. we went there early to queue for everyone and like reserve seats. we're really terribly seriously super sorry that we missed youth &we're sorry for leaving josh &noah behind. but the car couldn't fit you guys in and like you two also couldn't skip youth ma. besides we had to accompany kar la... anyway we went early and everyone was able to get good seats hor? ok not really good but at least like in the front la(:
i'm also sorry that ben did not manage to get a ticket la... i mean we thought we had two extra. so i passed mine to sarah and karyne was intending to pass hers to ben. but turned out that her extra one was with her sis liao. so really sorry to you guys. but everyone enjoyed the concert la
&sam got in without a ticket.... he got in based on faith
haha

2. what happened in church i really dunno. ok firstly the three of you just walk around whispering and talking and giving us, girls, those pissed off faces. And we really dun understand la. & i feel that you guys shldn't feel that we do not respect you. we respected you enough to run all the way out to lead you to where we were sitting and to bring you guys out to supper and stuff. just don't get us wrong la.
also you DO NOT mean nothing to us ok
you mean everything
i mean you guys are important in this group
all the girls agree on this ok
and just don't keep on blaming yourself for the stuff that goes wrong la
anw majority of us went for the prayer meeting
and in that you shld be thkful liao
i mean just take things slowly la... you can't rush into some things
and i believe not all of us who went for the meeting were serious
i wasn't really.. i can admit that

3. what kind of friends do you think we are that we'll go around saying that ben has something wrong?
do we really look like that type to you
rest assured we wont blame you la...
i just feel that at least talk things out first before judging everyone like this

things will fall into place for everyone
the word now is patience ok
and i'm really sorry to everyone
really super sorry

&if wanna blame anyone for all this tension its really my fault...
cos i like raised this whole hillsong thing and like said that we shld go as a group and blahblahblah
me &my big mouth
i'm really sorry TT

150th post. but not a happy one. haiz ok its my fault... if daddy dies its me if mum dies its me chris jo too. if smth happens to cottee also me la. then quarrells itso k u can blame me. the girls whatever it is u want to treat us juz do it la i dun really care anymore. for sarah.... ya its hard dunno if i can hang on. but this part nth to do with u juz me alone.

Reuben.

hey ppl,
i just got back from my camp and so i have no idea what just happened thru the weekend,
i have different sides of the story and so i want us all to have a clear understanding.
but i will not tell either sides...
nope i wun.
this sun or thru the course of the week.
you guys talk and find out.
girls,
clear your misunderstandings with the boys.
boy,
forgive the girls.
and vice versa.

Ppl,
reuben is kinda right,
but i side no one here.
reuben is right in a sense that you gals dun treat us that nicely.
maybe not like animals.
but you gals dun treat us good.
maybe you think "oh we're just joking hahahahahha"
but to us sometimes it's not.
we have feelings too.
we watch our tongue but somehow i dun feel you gals do equal.
like maybe we have some bad day shit,
den like we act normal so you ppl dun worry shit la.
den in the end you continue suaning us like dunno.
and its kinda sensitive.
we may be simple compared to you gals,
but we still complicated yea?
lols...
and yeah.
bottomline is that we wan you to treat us how we treat you.
is that it boys?
haha
its not that we treat you gals THAT good oso la,
but let's all grow as a family ok?
and of course the girls,
you have your side of the story.
so like i said,
this weekend we just sit down and talk them over ok ppl?

i just lost all my train of thoughts,
coz marcus wanted to use the com and i let him use for an hour plus...
so i shall end off here.

love y'all!
^^

1. If we all went in at the same time as Josh and Noah, nobody would have been able to get in, yes? And we didn't mean to leave you all behind. And originally we thought that we would be able to cut the queue with Karyne and Becky's friends and all that, who had been queueing since 1pm. But in the end it turns out that the queue was cut into different sections lah. Which also means that we cannot cut. So you imagine what it would have been like if we had not been there in the first place, even though we know that we shouldn't have left you all behind like that. We also meant for Josh and Noah to follow Joy and Eliz, 'cause you guys said you don't know how to go. When I called Joy, I thought the two of you were with them. But then.. I don't know lah.

2. Me and Vicky were walking to the MPH. Then suddenly Josh and Reuben, the both of you tell us that we have to go up. Then we were like huh? Go up? For what? And then if we go up we had to get our stuff right? If I don't remember wrongly, you guys were walking also lah. And we did ask Josh about it after that. So... ya.

3. How are you connecting these incidents with you meaning nothing to us? Because if you think that way, you are wrong alright. You guys mean a lot to us, I can guarantee that. But there's definitely a difference between the way we treat girls and guys right. You don't expect us to walk up to you and hold your hands like we do with each other. And definitely the bond between your own gender is stronger isn't it? But we do not hate you and we don't mean to treat you guys as invisible alright? I'm sorry that sometimes we might seem that way. The thing is that we don't realise it too. Next time, just tell us, okay?

I know you guys are pissed. But we have our side of the story too, alright?
And here's just presenting my side of the story.
It's definitely not meant to piss you guys off more, but I gotta make this clear.
And I'm sorry about the corporate prayer thing. I couldn't go, alright?
Okay. My side of the story done.
But I am sorry.
I hope you guys don't get angrier after reading this.

i'm quite pissed now. and still pissed. yesterday u all said will go at 5.30 but then in the end u all tell josh and noah so last min. then i saw them when it was still 5.30 and i was quite happy then the rest all nowhere to be found then i ask where u? OH"I AAM AT HALL 9 GOING IN LIAO" i find that really really rude becoz it was such a last minute thing and u guys left them alone. honestly if u dun respect us juz say u dun respect us if u hate us then juz say so. then today joshuah trying to talk to vicky and sarah then both of u keep walking away further and further then u all hardly replied him. are we invisible or are we juz plainly nth to you? then later got cooperate prayer walk hardly any of the girls went. i'm especially disappointed in van. that time got prayer walk u all said this is the last time. and we promise to go the next time. but yet today we told u abt cooperate prayer almost all of u simply give me the heck care look. u noe when joshuah told his dad that we worshipping last week and uncle daniel replied our youth is growing. now i dunno if u guys are honestly growing anot. i dun care whether its prayer walk or prayer jog or prayer marathon and a promise is a promise. firstly, if u are mature if not ask urself should u be going for this? u have the opportunity to go u dun wan. then bird come and say" i want to go back to God but i dunno how and dunno why" first of all u dun even create the chance to go how to go back? and this one was what pissed me off most today. van... u got pissed. and i asked why and u said OH COZ I BU Suang mah. karyne u said oh u have to understand all of us were tired. EH I HAVE DREAMS U DUN EVEN WANT TO HAVE AND I CAN'T SLEEP EVERYDAY!!!!!! I AM ALSO TIRED BUT DO I GET PISSED AT U FOR NO REASON DO I GO AROUND SAYING(FOR E.G)" FUCK U LA I DAMN TIRED DUN TALK TO ME!" I NEVER SAID THAT but yet u all treat the boys as some shit like we are some animals to go and abuse. SO NEXT TIME I ANGRY I JUZ SAY F U LA i mean seriously what i damn tired leh u gottaundeerstand u noe!? thats totally absurd!!!! and van i asked u why u never go u said" COME FOR WHAT?!" u give me all the sayings like when i told u u were the one who left u said "yea i expected it was me" but yet u dun even do anything abt it!!!!!! maybe me and josh were in the wrong for not telling u why we werre pissed but seriously how u girls are treating us as is juz totally...... i dunno even noe what to say. seriously, if we are NTH and i mean NTH to you then juz say so. from the way u treat us now its like wah me and josh die no reaction the moment a girl goes into coma OH NOOOO ARE U OK ARE U OK?! come on la if we mean smth pls show some respect ok? then dun come and give me cock and bullshit story how much u scared of God coming soon and then a few days later... back to square number 1. then laterrr we get a quarrell everybody all say aiya everytime reuben is around sure got smth wrong. then all the blame goes to me again right? i have nth left to say becoz i think the rest will be too harsh.

Reuben

today alter call i went up and sue ern prayed for me she said You wanted to tell me"u can hide ur thoughts from ur family and friends but not from Me" and then later she said He said"now u have to decide whether u want to accept the purposes i have for you." Lord, i dun really understand.During the last week u gave me a new sense of annoiting and a sense of purpose but yet now u say i havent accepted ur purpose.Lord what is it u want me to do:(. Lord u gave me that sense of purpose but u said i haven't accepted it! i dun understand what u mean.

p.s: am i really nth to you?

Reuben

and one of the fruit of the spirit is... JOYYYYYY!(:
smile because its over.
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
so, haha.
my teacher keeps picking on me, pissed off.
so, haha the end.
trying to control my anger. (:
xxoo, joy.
i love ____ ___.

HAHAHAHA i'm really glad you guys are so hyped abt the fruits of the spirit! THANK YOU GOD!!!!. and thanks sarah for the pics and time taken :):) oh oh oh by the way my friend confessed all his sins to me of stealing.. porn and stuff then i talked to him then he was transformed by the Holy spirit and now he is planning to join our church!!!! HAHAHAHA thank you God for Your word!!!!! all glory belongs to You!

Reuben

And the fruit of the Spirit is

LOVE

JOY

PEACE

PATIENCE

KINDNESS

GOODNESS

FAITHFULNESS

GENTLENESS

and

SELF-CONTROL

Galations 5:22-23

I don't know why but I'm really hyped up over the fruit of the Spirit these few days haha.
Love you guys :D
(The pics took time to find, okay!)
Things were made easier with deviantart, haha. :D
Happy holidays people :D

Love, sarah (:

its been a long while. too different. two different. containing it.. still containing..its gonna burst. but its something i can't say. not soon not yet not far. not near but yet it was soon. too much is it? doubt comes along. takes away the assurance. But the promise was there. A promise not meant to be broken. Even if someone was better, or somehow something was lost or juz not right, a promise is a promise. how much can the container take? will it burst one day? i hope it doesn't but yet i hope it does burst. It already feels to full but i was reminded of something. Something that makes my container capacity larger. Larger but not much. How much longer can it make it bigger before it is too full? undecided future. I can still do this. i....

Reuben

Hey ppl,
God wants us to pray to Him.
He wants to bless us,
but we must take the initiative.
So let's all start praying ok?
not just daily,
but every and any time of the day.
let's make prayer a reflex action.
to make prayer a piority!
Amen?
AMEN!
We have the victory in God, ppl,
but we have to reach out to take it!
PRAY!

was having dinner an like this word suddenly pop into my head
"homesick"
and i was at first huh?
then i realised that you only feel homesick when you actually miss your home
and like when you feel homesick
you just feel homesick la
like normall you're in unfamiliar surroundings and stuff
or you really really miss someone
the thing about homesickness is also that you dunno when you're going to feel homesick
so i feel that like there's this sort of homesick-y feeling with God and stuff
like you miss your spritually home la
maybe you dun really feel it but i dunno la
the word just came
so anyway how do you deal with that homesickness
on normal day basis you go home right
so you must be actually willing to go home
normal day you feel homesick you call your parents to come and pick you
so your 'home' may come to you
but ultimately it's still your choice la
same way God will come to you
like your parents whenever you go away from home they will miss you
but He will still give you the choice
whether you want to come back to Him la
and most of the time we feel homesick when like we really really need your family
like you're in total despair and stuff la
like in the camp
when playing games you'll feel happy and not homesick right
but suddenly after the games you realise that you barely know anyone in the room
and you start to feel weak and vulnerable
it is THEN that you'll feel homesick
same thing with God i guess
so if you're feeling homesick and stuff and really wanna go back home but dunno how to
can always tell sarah,james, ruben or karyne la
not like they will go and tell the whole world about you
or just tell someone you can trust to listen and give advice and stuff
love you(:

dear lord
i pray that you will help me to be able to praise your name in tough circumstances
to be able to glorify you and to do your will
God, sometimes it's really hard to actually return to you
cos like the world puts alot of pressure on our souls
and we're just to weak to fight back
but God i pray that you will help us
and that you will give us your peace
grant us your strength God
and really really help us to come back to you
that we may return to your presence
and worship you once again
worship that comes really and truly from our heart, our souls and every part of our body
Amen

God never shortchanges you:) even if its juz something small its already more than what we deserve. We dun deserve anything from him his...love his grace he faith in us. But yet he does. We dun even deserve to meet some one as holy as Him. But yet He desires to be with us. Yesterday i got back my results.... i failed history...( a subject i never fail...) i failed maths and i failed science. and when i look at the other gangsters who dun even study.. they get like 65/100. and i honestly wonder why am i getting this. Then today i got back my geog and it said 24/50. it was a fail. Then my teacher said i pass and he said he passed me becoz i was in hospital so he give grace and moderate juz to help me pass. In p6, i was down with dengue..my actual points was 199. but without asking the government, the government increased my points to 211. and i am in express becoz of that otherwise i would be in normal. Then i realized, no matter how much these gangters can get for their exams, they have never ever felt God's peace. Maybe they did, but they have lost it. so now even though i think i deserve better than what i got, we have something that they dun have.:)

Reuben

hey guys!
just wanted to let youur know that,
PLEASE BRING YOUR BIBLE FOR CHURCH CAMP!.
and this week for youth im bringing a friend!
a pretty friend, then shes going for hillsong with me.
so, love your all. <3.
anyone want hillsong ticket? i have one more.
loves, xxoo.
Joy.

juz as i was reading the posts. God told me a word again"worship". Yes... its smth like a series...yup it is. anyway it is smth we hear of very often.Yet we always see it as smth of singing only. We often forget that when you worship, its also a form of surrendering. Worship is something that comes from within you. It is something that even though it is taught, it cannot change how u worship. Everybody has their own manner. But whose heart is the strongest in worship is a true worshipper. I juz feel God telling me that in this time of crisis, we have nth to turn to for help. nothing to really hang on to But God. Sometimes we dun get salvation through words... through messages...through miracles even or signs. But worship is a way. It is a way. Today, God wants you to be a TRUE WORSHIPPER. Now it is ur decision and urs alone to prepare your heart and influence others around you. Surrender and Worship. Two powerful things. You guys will hear more soon :)

Reuben

i agree with this pic like totally
(:
cos like without love, nothing is possible
as in like everyone does something out of love la
and just read through the rest
makes a whole lot of sense
God is the one in control
so just surrender everything to Him
(: goodnight

I see the King of glory,
coming down with clouds with fire,
the whole earth shakes,
the whole earth shakes.

I see his love and mercy,
washing away all our sins,
the people sing,
the people sing,

Hosanna,
Hosanna,
Hosanna in the highest.(x2)

I see a generation,
rising up to take their place,
with selfless faith,
with selfless faith.

I see a new revival,
staring as we pray and seek.
We're on our knees,
we're on our knees

Chorous....

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me...

Break my heart for what breaks Yours
everything i am for Your kingdom's cause
As i walk from earth into eternity....

Chorous..

hmm we should decide on a theme praise song and a theme worship song for our group lol.

Reuben

prophecising songs(:
weeeeee
all talking about the end of the world 00
(yea i know freaky& cool hor(: )
ok first up is ''Did you feel the mountains tremble"
read the lyrics here
http://www.delirious.org.uk/lyrics/songs/didyoufeel.html
talks about moutains trembling (earthquakes)
and all the other signs la
and like also talks about how we, GOD's PEOPLE will overcome the evil one
BUAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHA
and like the people tremble (fear)
and the singers gather to sing la (sing praises in times of despair)
really cool hor?
anw the few songs that i list out you guys can go like research on them and stuff la
then sun can have a Q&A session
or next sun since this week most ppl not around
so next sun we will discuss ok?
do your homework haha
(hang on cooking maggi mee now(: )
...
...
...
BACKKKKKKK
ok next up is the GDOP song "Behold He Comes"
lyrics here: http://www.lyricsondemand.com/a/ailuamamealyrics/beholdhecomeslyrics.html
also bout end of the world
and like how the days will be like
building up the temple,
days of darkness and sword
and we preparing the way for God
yea...
so ...
do homework(:
and finally
last but not least (this is my fren tell me one)
have studied it &though its not so obvious its sort of talking about the end of the world also
lyrics: http://www.actionext.com/names_h/hillsong_united_lyrics/this_is_how_we_overcome.html
its like saying how God rescues us and like we overcome in his name la
study these songs
haha
and revelation is good too
just that they speak in figurative langauge so you have to infer alot
yea
and this is not really related but i still like the chorus

Evermore my heart, my heart will say
Above all, I live for your glory
Even if my world falls I will say
Above all, I live for your glory

like saying that our sole purpose in life is to live for his glory la
(:
hope you guys hav a great week
and like sometimes you feel that God is so far away from you
but he really isn't
so in your heart just really really say that you wanna be bcak with Him
and you will be
trust me(:
byee~

many of you here don't really know bout my past yea
it isn't that drama la
nor is it like those 'i killed somone' kind
its more of...
ok... its like
nvr mind... lets just say i dind't hav a very godly past la
and like in those times i was like pretending to be alot of people
people that just wasn't me
i mean i tried convincing myself it WAS me
but just didn't work out la
so like once i was just so sick of pretending to be someone else i'm not
and i realised that if i really want real friends
i shld just be myself
i mean real friends will just accept you for who you are right
(i'm talking like more of school side. church i'm always myself(: )
so yea
i was sick of pretending then i sort of faced an identity crisis
like i dun really know who i really am and stuff
and God really pulled me through la
and i really realised that to be happy you just need to be yourself
to be the person that God created you to be
then everything will just fall nicely into place la
i mean after that my classmates though like i changed
but that fact was that i was just sick of pretending la
and now i have real, retarded friends in school(:
haha
so just really dun be afriad to be yourself la
it works out(:
yea... and now i shall talk about some prophecing songs
quite cool(:
in the next post la(: haha

hey guys, PRAISE GOD(:
i prayed and he answered my prayer,
as the bible says, 'ask and you will recieve'
i got my results back today,
i got 4As, for Georg.Hist.Lit.Art.
3Bs, Homec.English and surprisinly, CHINESE!(: omgs.
one of the tops for chinese compo in the class:D
1C, for maths lols.
and i failed science, by two marks!!!!! ;O
damn upset with maths and science,
but im super happy because of my results!(:
ironic, i know.
hahas(: loves<33.
anyways,
announcements,
please bring your bible and like a miniminiistsybitsy notebook for church camp k?
cause we would be having talks like everyday to discuss what we have learnt,
maybe a prayer session too.
i've got a feeling that this church camp is going to be a big one.
yarhs, and i have something to share
during church camp, so remember?
hahas, love your,
xxoo. Joy.
PS.guys i suggest your do the purpose driven life cause its a Good book,
im doing it now, so yarhs(:
its a good way to figure out our purposes,
so yarhs(: love<3

hmmm for steve green those who going the date settled will be 28 may.

Praise is the act where we exalt God's name
& where we declare that He is the risen Lord
that He is the ruler of the Earth
where we declare that He is the almighty
&the most powerful
-Praise is a powerful weapon

You noe i juz sensed that God wanted me to post this. i also have a word from him.
God told me this"I will impart to each and everyone of you the fruits of the spirit. all of you will have the same spiritman. But some will be called to compassion, grace,"etcc....
The word is "surrender".
Honestly, when was the last time u went to God for help. Was it becoz u were in despair, or desperation? or is it becoz u noe without Him u are nth. When was the last time u surrended to God?
Or now are u getting tired of hearing His name? everywhere is "God". I FEELS SO XIANZ!!!!!!!! is ur spirit running dry? i juz feel that to be united, we all need to be ppl of God! NOT PPL OF THE WORLD! Yes we need to be united BUT HOW TO BE UNITED?! the only way is God! He's the only one i'm telling you. Some of you who read this may say AIYA PLS LA U THINK I NEVER HEAR BEFORE IS IT. but i tell u hear but yet u dunno the power of its message u dunno its purpose. What is surrendering?! is it juz offering ur life? no... its worship.... offering........ A PROCESS OF CLEANSING! If 10 elders are called to one purpose; to bring revival but yet 1 of them is doing secret sins. How can they be united?! thats where that person needs to surrender. Ppl, offer your life not becoz u are in desperation or in despair but offer it becoz u NOE U ARE NTH WITHOUT HIM! only then the true meaning of surrender is shown.

reuben

heya,
some of you may know, blahs.
trust is something in our group that we havent really form yet.
as in, not only MY situation but for others like.
everyone has their own problems and has someone to share it with,
like... our different pairs.
so thats what i feel that we should work on.
so yeaaaaaaaah.
oh yarhs, this sunday i wont be coming for CC, cause i have to do trekking in bukit timah,
so yeah. but i'll be joining your for lunch!
cause my thing ends at 12plus.
then im going to my Godbrother's home for bday party.
hahas, Ps, thanks bird&beck&james for listening!
love your!
and i shall decide to forgive and forget.
after all, we have to move together.
as a group, so hoorays(:
love your all, no im not interested no more.
oh yeah, pray for me that i would do well in my i/c position on tuesday and weds.
for my leadership position, so..
Loves<33
xxoo, Joy.

some may not see but one day you ppl will. today's talk was great. it takes a hard stone to the head to open your eyes to see what is beyond. i hope that hard stone comes soon even if it hurts.

Reuben

Hey, I know that we all may not be in the best of mood.
All the problems we're facing now came to us like one big blow.
But we must always know one thing.
That God will always be there in our time of need.
He'll be there as a listening ear, a friend or much more.
Hopefully we all had turned to him first when trying to confront a problem.
Never always be down.
There's always a ray of hope in the cloudy sky.
And it's that ray of hope that we must always face.
Lastly remember this.
We will all be there for each other whenever we need someone coz we are one tight and close family.
Hehe.
We're all DoDos in life.

P.S. This can also be found on my blog. :)

Father, you know exactly how i am feeling now.
You know my burdens, O Lord.
Lord, I juz pray that you will wash me over with a fresh sense of annoiting and a transformation of mind Lord that the world's values will no longer confuse me but I will know what is right and what is good in Your sight.Lord i juz want to pray that u give me wisdom and courage to stand up for what is right and to know what is right. In your word, it says that when we feel burdened we can cast it all on You. So Lord i juz cast it upon You right know and hide me behind Your cross. Its now my friends that need me Lord. Its You. So lord i juz wanna commit everyone into your hands in Jesus name i pray, AMEN.

Reuben

arghs,
some of you may know
about the recent crisis now,
as in the relationship crisis.
im okay, counseling maybe.
so, bleah.
i pretty messed up now.
so i need alotalot of help.
so, support
tell your mores tmr.
byes. invasion of privacy, invasion of love,
dont try to be like that
sigh.

Hey just got some shocking news

its not really pleasing but terrifying

my not-so-close fren-tan eu-jin

erm i think he got poisoned by his mom

and erm....died

check this link out www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/348145/1/.html

i mean i dun really noe him and he dun really noe me

but i was same chinese class withhim in p3 or p4

if i remember sad la i mean he got murdered by his mom

anw so i just tot tat i would post it here

so yea Rest in peace..dude

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ON the good news side...

my dad's driving car to CC

which means will be there on 10june

(not really good news)

and i just found out tat tan eu-jin

tot my fren the word 'CB'in p2(not realy gd news oso)

ok peace out

-sam

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EDIT

Its on the saturday home paper

YAYYYY! hahahaha today phyllis was feeling down and stuff. she felt like her life was screwed up and everything. then she keep telling me to go away. and honestly i felt a bit sianz also but i felt God telling me not to give up. and in the end i said what sarah said lol" i will never give up even if its juz a thread im hanging on to" and then i told her that whenever she feels down she can always go back to God(using the living water verse) becoz recently she hasn't been going chruch and she losing relationship with God then now she is going back le hahaha. Thanks sarah i hope u dun mind coping a bit hehe and more importantly THANK YOU GOD!

reuben

hey guys
tml not going youth -.-
TT
got test
haha
wish me luck
will miss you
i wanna see joy in a dress
i wanna see your new haircut(:
haha
wear another dress on sun
haha

When we were kids,
We used to dance around the carpet floor.
We did the crazy moves all day long.
Running after one another,
Hiding from one another.
Seven years later, it seemed like were kids again.
No, we did not run after each other.
We did not dance,
But we were back together.

Now, we even had more fun we had then we were kids
Then you left and came back.
But now it already feels different from before...
I see you face to face,
Yet our hearts seem to be far apart.
By nature, we thought we were meant to be.
Now...its just what we want to be.
Total opposites, yet there was love.

Whatever the miles our hearts seem to be away from each other,
Whether it is just what we want,
One day, we will be kids again.
Running after one another.
Laughing together no matter how crazy we were.
Loving one another...

Reuben.

hey guys,
so one week is almost passing.
i felt that ytd was actually the most memorable day.
yeah, me&reuben discussed alot about the coming and the last days,
kinda freaky actually.
but then when i was praying,
i felt peace from God,
and yeah, hope your will read revelations.
this sunday after church is going to be our meeting,
yeah, hope your all can make it!(:
Ps, i cut my hair, its like halfbangs, hahas.
hope your will like it, but its quite messy la.
and this sunday i would be wearing a dress!(:
haha, and looking like a sunflower(:
so, hahas.
love your esp songjie&bird, xxoo.
xxooooos, Joy.

udate on myanmar and china
China has recieved very few rescue workers as there's lack of transport to the village
so pls pray that transport will be better there
and Myanmar is still stubborn to open their doors to foreingers
but ASEAN is planning a rescue mission
and they have high hopes that myanmar will accept as ASEAN are asians too
&also the government is becoming open slowly
so pray that the ASEAN rescue mission will work out
that myanmar will accpet the relieve work
and also pray for the death toll to stop escaltaing
round 15000 killed in both coutries liao
sad thing
really really sad
so pray(:

hey this goes out to everyone...
ever feel like you are rejected or an outcast?
or like no one understands you and no one gives a shit about you?
well,
you ought to.
why?
We as christians are not part of this world,
we are not of this world,
we are just passing through.
we are not heading to where this earth is heading,
we are heading in the opposite direction,
towards heaven.

Thus,
we need not be pressured to give in to the world's culture,
to its ways.
we need not blend in,
instead,
we MUST stand out.
we are different,
and we must not be ashamed of it.
the whole world,
7 billion over ppl,
can be against you.
But as long as God is with you,
you are fine.
For God made these 7 billion ppl.
and they are nothing compared to Him.
we need not conform to the things of the world,
we need not have sentimental values for anything in the world,
for everything we ever need,
is up in heaven waiting for us.

So stop the errors of your ways,
for if not your name would not be in the book of life.
and to be frank and straight forward.
There is no use being a sunday christian, or a weekend christian.
For God sees what's in your heart.
People can hold their different impression of you,
be it bad or Good.
But God's impression is all that matters.
so be still,
be quick to react but slow to response.
be as harmless as doves but as shrewd as snakes.

God sees everything,
don't bother hiding from us,
for you cant hide from God.

Love,
James

true that recently there's been lots of end of the world things,
but do not be afraid of it.
For fear is something that God did not give us.
Instead look forward towards it...
i mean,
if we KNOW that there is a God and a Heaven,
and we will be heading there,
no matter what happens on Earth,
is not gonna change it right?
God loves his children,
and he will see to it that we will not be harmed by satan.
sure we can be shot down by humans,
but that's all they can do to us.
they can bring down our faith,
but we can bring it back up,
in fact, we can bring it even higher.
So,
i would just like to say:
Do not fear,
God is near.

Onwards,
To our final battle...

hey guys
haha reuben and joy are right
but i guess we need not like think about it too much
when the time comes it just will la
(:
so yea.. hope you guys hav a wonderful week
and look forward to talking bout this on sun
byeeeeee

hey guys, reuben got this from God.
i told me, so im posting it for him.
God says:
when a brother or sister falls, pick him or her up. for now it is the moment where u will bring me glory to my name and through me and me alone. do not leave him or fall with him for this is how the devil will stop you. he will put a sense of meaningless purpose in ur life time and time again and he won't stop but dun fear becoz i am with you herever you go. this is the time all of you must. he will give you thoughts of suicide. he will place in you anger, hate. But i am God. Speak in my name and use the authority i have given you. Drive out demons. Cast them out in my name. Bring healing. bring ressurection. for this is the task i have given you. For much is given, much is expected Trust in me for i will be with you.
yeah, thats what God said to reuben.
hope your all willl understand.
and this sunday, i have a confession.
i guess its my need to tell your, cause reading the bible has got me thinking.
im not going to post it on the blog cause its better if i tell your In person.
reuben already knows, and i think ive gone too far.
so ths sunday during our talk, im going to tell your.
and please dont freak k.
thanks.
xxoo, Joy.
hope your guys will support me even after that mistake,
which i regretted making.
thanks guys. (:

now as u look at our church its growing. it has estimated abt 1700 members. if u include those irregular it would be around 1900 perhaps?. i forgot to post this dream i had some time around jan or feb i think. there was this guy i dunno why whenever it came to regarding anti christ dreams that i had he would always appear. anyway i was at church la. every one was. we had 3000 members in my dream. amazing number eh juz dun be too happy yet. when anti christ came they shot everything and stuff. ppl started running but those ppl who ran all failed. when everybody ran the members left were 300. sry to say some of us left too i'm not willing to tell the ppl who left. i couldn't remember all who ran but juz some. yes. it is different when they come i will promise you that. i have seen a real gun before i have seen it being fired. you will never want to see it trust me. i saw everybody's faces who left. and those who stayed. all were the same all were scared. but the difference was the 300 + members stood there and prayed while some was even shot while praying. juz in case some freak out? remember this... the fear of the lord is the beginning of wisdom:) for those who want to know more of what its like u can ask me or better still God himself oh read the blog first too it will make you feel better.

Ben zhu monkey

hey ya,
its so scary.
so we must have fear in the Lord.
we all dont know whether we're going to heaven anot.
its scary.
im freaked out already.
and guys, do you know that the devil's number tattooed on your forehead and stuff,
is already happening in america?
there are also some people in singapore who have the tattoo the devil on their back.
do you realise that there are many things that could happen?
revelations is already predicting all these true things.
like the increase in natural products?
natural disastors happening?
these are all predicted in revelations.
my hand is already shaking while im typing it.
this is scary, i tell you.
it already happening.
and the people who believe in the devil will stop at nothing to destroy us christians.
we have to stand firm guys.
some of us believe that God has made our group together for a big purpose.
i just have this feeling, and our purpose is big.
we shouldn't think that we're too young to start this.
no one is too young to do God's work.
i hope your will learn from this.
oh, and i hope everyone in our group will read revelations.
please go and read and study revelations!
we would have a sharing session for our talks.
and if anyone dreams stuff or get anything from God,
if you must, please share! its optional but its better if your share.
thanks.

hmmm getting to heaven its not really important. its what u did to try to get into heaven. like for example, your exams the results everybody wants 100/100. but thats the end results. At the end of the day god doesn't look at ur end results he looks at how u did it. The process of it. He looks at your heart.:) lets continue to pray ppl.:) by the way for those ppl who dun really come to the blog can u ask them come more often. ppl like bird, noah etc.

Ben zhu monkey :/ just a day more :(

hey
news reports that another storm is headed towards Myanmar
PRAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anti christ is really coming or perhaps its already here. i've been getting alot of dreams abt them i dunno if its the future or what they have done already. but if its what they have done then i tell u to be prepared for the worst. this is not to scare you. i have seen how they all kill and i have seen faces i never saw before. trust in god and pray:) ahh its really scary when they come looking for you. the pressure is so intense u can almost go crazy immediately trust me. and i'm not even in the real thing. the way they kill is justttttt barbaric. for guys u want to noe? they cut out ur male organs. they hang u till the point u cannot but breathe but yet haven't die yet. then they drop u and do it again and again then they cut our part by part of your body and try to keep u alive as long as possible and they are pros at doing that. then another way is they put a water hose in ur mouth and blow u up with the water.

hey fellas..
agree with the previous posts...
excluding the one before this..
so yea
countries at the other places are experiencing crisis
and i think it's about time we, as christians of singapore (sounds abit like pledge) start to really pray for our country
though she's located in the 'earthquake free' zone and stuff
so yea in a sense we're safe
but did you ever think of wat if a quake SO big wipes out indonesia and hits singapore
its possible you know
so yea just join our hearts in prayer and pray for singapore
pray for the famine too
that it will not happen and that God's hand will be over the ministers as they control the food supplies and stuff
also most of you (or all) have heard bout the coming of the end of the world
but i think it's still quite a long way to go
cos all these disasters are only the beginning
&there's still the anti-christ thing
and anw before the world really and truly ends
we, the chirstians will be raptured (i think thats how you spell it)
as in we'll all go up to heaven
meaning we'll just disappear when the time comes
yea.......
so just pray la.... for singapore and other countries as well
and really guard yourselves well
equip yourself with the armour of God
haha...
cause with all the corruption in the world and stuff the devil is really aiming for the christian group
which is us
that night in my cell we discussed alot about the wordly influence the world has and stuff
and we realised that there's alot la...
and also that many attacks will arise when the end of the world is near
.. ok here's more about the end of the world.. with references from the bible
and just heard that China has recieved help(: thks to those who prayed.. our God answers prayers
amen?
-AMEN!-
lets pray more for myanmar(:
ok... end of the world...
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people have foolishly predict this or that about the end of the world only to be proven wrong. When the disciples asked Christ about the restoration of His Kingdom, he replied, "It is not for you to know the times or dates the Father has set by his own authority.” (Act. 1:7)
(See Matt. 24:36)
From Matthew 24 (one of the bable passages about the end of the world) Christ gives us a number of understandable attitudes and action that we are to take during that period:
Don’t be easily misled: "Watch out that no one deceives you...many false prophets will appear and deceive many people…At that time if anyone says to you, 'Look, here is the Christ!' or, 'There he is!' do not believe it. For false Christs and false prophets will appear and perform great signs and miracles to deceive even the elect--if that were possible…So if anyone tells you, 'There he is, out in the desert,' do not go out; or, 'Here he is, in the inner rooms,' do not believe it.” (Vss.4,11,23, 24, 26) (See Matt. 7:15; 1 Tim. 4:1; 1 Jn. 2:18,26; 4:1)
Keep cool headed amidst the coming mayhem: “You will hear of wars and rumors of wars, but see to it that you are not alarmed. Such things must happen, but the end is still to come.” (Vs. 6) (See Psa. 27:1-3; 46:13; 112:7; Isa. 12:2)
Expect persecution: "Then you will be handed over to be persecuted and put to death, and you will be hated by all nations because of me.” (Vs. 9) (See Matt. 10:17-22; 23:34; Lk. 11:49; 21:16, 17; Jn. 16:2; 1 Thess. 2:14-16)
Expect to go it alone: “At that time many will turn away from the faith and will betray and hate each other.” (Vs. 10) (See Matt. 13:57; 26:31, 34; Mk. 4:17; Jn. 6:60, 61, 66, 67; 2 Tim. 1:15; 4:16)
Keep your heart warm toward God amidst escalating wickedness: “Because of the increase of wickedness, the love of most will grow cold.” (Vss. 12) (See Rev. 4:1-4; 5:1-6; Rev. 2:4,5; 3:15-20)
Endure through difficult times: “…He who stands firm to the end will be saved…So when you see standing in the holy place 'the abomination that causes desolation,' spoken of through the prophet Daniel (Daniel 7:27) --let the reader understand…For then there will be great distress, unequaled from the beginning of the world until now--and never to be equaled again. If those days had not been cut short, no one would survive, but for the sake of the elect those days will be shortened. (Vs. 13, 15, 21, 22)
Engage in evangelism, and global missions: “And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come.” (Vs. 14) (See Matt. 16:15; Lk. 24:47; Rom. 10:18; 16:25; Col. 1:6, 23; Rev. 14:6)
Understand what Christ’s return will look like: “For as lightning that comes from the east is visible even in the west, so will be the coming of the Son of Man…At that time the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and all the nations of the earth will mourn. They will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of the sky, with power and great glory…Now learn this lesson from the fig tree: As soon as its twigs get tender and its leaves come out, you know that summer is near…Even so, when you see all these things, you know that it is near, right at the door.” (Vss. 27, 30, 32, 33) (See Matt. 24, 25; Mk. 13; Jn. 14:1-3; Tit. 2; 2 Pet. 3:4-11; 1 Thess. 4:13-18)

all of these prepares us christians for the second coming of God...
&also clear up some stuff la
also here's a verse for encouragement

"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the LOVE OF GOD that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."
*Romans 8: 38-39

love all of you

&know that God does too, so much more than any earthly person

yet another post i feel really alone right now bleahs. haha i still remember when i was in the hospital for the first day which was a monday. my blood pressure was really low. then on tuesday when i heard sarah and james and sam were coming i was so excited that when they took my blood pressure it went from 95 to 133. then when they left it went to normal which was 103. then the next day it went back to low again -.- haha see this is how much u guys mean to me ok u brought my blood pressure back to normal i love you all:) especially ahem. ermm how do i make that part hidden hehe-.- nvm forget it every 1 in this blog noes already anyway -.-

Reuben

so when i asked the Lord,"why did you choose me". He said" you said you wanted to be different and you are because I made you so. You have a heart I do not see in this world anymore. The world has lost its compassion. They have lost their love. But you have a heart that loves everyone. Whether good or bad, you love that person. Now you know why i have chosen you." felt really touched by this.

Ben Zhu monkey :/

yea what joy said is true. but singapore is gonna suffer soon so save up guys. 2005 a prophet came from god and say that sydney would experience a flood and singapore would experience famine. if u look at the newspaper last year may5th there was a flood in sydney and now u noe in singapore everything is going up so pray for singapore too even though all these are juz signs that Jesus is coming. lets bring salvation to the world!

Ben Zhu monkey :/

hey guys,
just wanted to let your know about the world crisis right now.
if your have probably read the newspapers,
Myanmar is experiencing a diesease outbreak, and the officials arent doing anything about it.
and the officials are corrupted, not allowing any outside help from other countries.
and just recently, china has encountered an earthquake which has already killled over thousands, hundreds of thousands.
why am i telling your all this?
i wanna let your know how fortunate we are to live in Singapore,
and we have to pray for these third-world (ok china's not really thirdworld)
but we have to pray.
so im annoucing that as talk i/c,
we are going to pray for these countries.
firstly, pray that God will not let these corrupted officials in Myanmar stop the ongoing and outgoing of food for the poor people there.
secondly, pray that God will comfort those in China who lost their loved ones in the earthquake,
and that help will come for them in many ways.
thridly, thank God that Singapore has not experienced this type of disastor, and thank God that we do not have corrupted officials. Also, thank God that we have all we need in Singapore.
So, i hope that we would be going on the prayer routine.
everyday, lets pray for the people suffering in these countries.
The end of the world is coming, as told in revelations.
and these are just some of the things that is going to happen to the world.
We, as christians, have to stand up for our faith. and keep strong,
no matter what happens.
So, for the next talk, we are going to a thanksgiving and prayer session.
we are probably going to spend 10 mins thanking God for Singapore and praying for relief to fly to this Countries.
so, ya, the end. (:
xxoo, Joy.
Ps, hope your will all pray!(:
every little prayer is heard by God.

102nd post! hahaha u noe i didn't realize i meant so much to you and how much i changed ur life after i came in until i read ur blog. when i went through last year's post and this year i realized how much the posts had change at first i didn't belueve you when u said i made u happy and stuff now i do:( when i read ur posts last year i cried becoz i could feel everything u say and i dunno why i could. i'm glad to be of service to you:) a little smth extra guys... i always wondered smth the bible said that a man's rib is given to a woman so maybe my rib is given to the one that is destined for me? that will be so cool lol. sarah i may sound happy but i still need you so come back soon:( umm why is this thing underliined damn i didn't do it -.-

lol currently i think soumone is writing the 100th post so i'm trying

to win him or her..but i'm also playing at the same time

so yea....er...ANYWAYS well have not post long so yea

decided to post...oh and there's ths cotton stuck in my ear and i can't get it out

its like deeeeeep in so i'm like.....sheeeeeet....of paper....

ok tat was lame anways jus like to say

YEA I GOT THE 100TH POST

OR H 101 POST

anyways that's all...its reallly nothing

TRUTH is i want the 100th ost lol

but if sumone wans then ok lor

-samuel

YES!!!
100th post
WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO
haha....
actually i dunno wat to say
ok i guess i think of ALL of you as my family la
ALL including SAM, JOSH (yes YOU) and all the rest la
and i love all of you
haha
in the sibling way
so dun be too troubled by school and stuff yea
also try not to be so sad and depressed cos there's always a positive side to everything
the thing thats bringing you down is like a coin
it always has two sides, one positive and one negetive
just that sometimes you tend to look more to the negative side
so just look over to the positive side and you'll realise that the positive one overpowers the negative one.....
and no matter how you're feeling just know that God is always there to listen to you yea(:
so peace out ppl...
dun stress out too much
and once again
i love you all(:

this is the 99th post. this is meant for the girls. girls are amazing creatures created by god aren't they. time for comparison. when girls fight they fight longer becoz the relationship means more to them. when they cheer up they do a real good job. when it comes to a relationship most of the time the girl has to understand a guy more and need more patience. and yes they have it. its amazing when they have babies their body produces its own milk that is the most nutritional for babies. girls u might not noe this but one day when u have a child u and god are the only one that can give life to it.without you the baby cannot survive. even if the dad dies on that very day the baby will go on. when a girl gives birth she screams in extreme pain. its the worst pain on earth. it really is. yet when the baby comes out the pain they felt may still linger but it doesn't matter to them anymore becoz love has overtaken them. When a girl loves you they really love you and they remind you everyday to be happy with whatever they can do. they spend hours with you to make u happy. make piictures, poems and songs for you. when we feel low the girls amazing brains produce andorphines and make us high along with them. In the end, all that really matters is LOVE. and girls u got that more than u noe it:)

Reuben

thanks for the hidden message sarah plus the scheduled post. it made me feel better thanks for reminding me. .:) i feel the same way too :( haiz u have no idea how i feel right now:( come back quick ok. i wish i could say my feelings on this blog haiz too bad sarah won't allow.

Ben Zhu monkey becoz im really feeling crap now:(

HELLO PEOPLE(:
i come here to post with a mission ok
so i shall not be distracted
*OH LOOKIE a pretty birdie*
ok i will not be distracted
HAHA
my papers are OVER
and i find chinese compre the worst la
its like they give you so many lines as answer space than the answer is only like one line
it gives loads of pressure to you and you keep on thinking like
is this right? like very short leh... etc etc
people you get me?
anyway over liao la
haha all i can do now is pray
and maths today seemed easy
but i dun wanna say anything :x
later get hopes too high then do like damn badly and like get all moopy and moody
:( (:
haha
sorry i very happy now cos my exams are over
and what happened in vegas is a nice show
super funny(:
watched it after my paper
hehe
and saw alot of presents-to-be for ian& josh..
this weekend i pass to you guys
haha
happy belated birthday (: to both of you
ok... wait
MY MISSION
buahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahah
it's...
it;s..... wait i know i remember this
it's HAH ABOUT THE CELEBRATION
oh yes
will you guys prefer sat or sun? and i watched wat happens in vegas liao
but dun mind watching again
or if the b'day boys wan can just go out to eat &talk &crap la
or stay back in church and play floorball, captains ball... like that time when we beat th guys
OH YEAH
so you're can comment on the tag la
abt which you guys will prefer
but ultimately its still up to the b'day boys to decide
(: peace out peeps