150th post. but not a happy one. haiz ok its my fault... if daddy dies its me if mum dies its me chris jo too. if smth happens to cottee also me la. then quarrells itso k u can blame me. the girls whatever it is u want to treat us juz do it la i dun really care anymore. for sarah.... ya its hard dunno if i can hang on. but this part nth to do with u juz me alone.
Reuben.
