God poured out his blessings,
but i refused to count them.
He gave out the tests,
but i refused to pass them.
He open wide his arms,
but i refused to embrace them.
He showed the way,
but i refused to walk.
He did not give the sufferings,
yet i chose to count them.
He did not bring the negative thoughts,
yet i chose to embrace them.
He did not plant evil in me,
yet i chose to cultivate them.
He did not lead me wrongly,
yet i chose to be lost.
But now i shall,
For Him,
i shall.
i shall take my map,
and find my way back.
i shall take the test,
and walk thru the flames.
i shall spit them out,
every single one of them.
when i walk thru the fire,
both my sins and evil and I will be burnt,
we will all feel the pain,
but i will not be hurt,
unlike them.
when im through with this,
i will not be the same person.
God wants me to go thru this test.
and he shall be waiting on the other side,
of the flames.
with the robes of the holies,
sandals of the godly,
and headress of His word.
He will embrace me,
and i will not hold back.
He will love me,
and i will love Him back.
He has shown me the way,
and it's this path i shall take.
it's gonna be difficult,
it's gonna be painful,
it's gonna be fine.
For His plans are to prosper me and not to harm me.
He has showered his blessings,
and im counting the infinite.
He has given the test,
and im prepared for it.
He has open wide His arms,
and im looking forward to embracing them,
He has shown me the way,
and no matter how difficult,
i will go.
Coz' it's of Him,
that I live.
and it's for Him,
I Will.
For God,
I Must.