i'm quite pissed now. and still pissed. yesterday u all said will go at 5.30 but then in the end u all tell josh and noah so last min. then i saw them when it was still 5.30 and i was quite happy then the rest all nowhere to be found then i ask where u? OH"I AAM AT HALL 9 GOING IN LIAO" i find that really really rude becoz it was such a last minute thing and u guys left them alone. honestly if u dun respect us juz say u dun respect us if u hate us then juz say so. then today joshuah trying to talk to vicky and sarah then both of u keep walking away further and further then u all hardly replied him. are we invisible or are we juz plainly nth to you? then later got cooperate prayer walk hardly any of the girls went. i'm especially disappointed in van. that time got prayer walk u all said this is the last time. and we promise to go the next time. but yet today we told u abt cooperate prayer almost all of u simply give me the heck care look. u noe when joshuah told his dad that we worshipping last week and uncle daniel replied our youth is growing. now i dunno if u guys are honestly growing anot. i dun care whether its prayer walk or prayer jog or prayer marathon and a promise is a promise. firstly, if u are mature if not ask urself should u be going for this? u have the opportunity to go u dun wan. then bird come and say" i want to go back to God but i dunno how and dunno why" first of all u dun even create the chance to go how to go back? and this one was what pissed me off most today. van... u got pissed. and i asked why and u said OH COZ I BU Suang mah. karyne u said oh u have to understand all of us were tired. EH I HAVE DREAMS U DUN EVEN WANT TO HAVE AND I CAN'T SLEEP EVERYDAY!!!!!! I AM ALSO TIRED BUT DO I GET PISSED AT U FOR NO REASON DO I GO AROUND SAYING(FOR E.G)" FUCK U LA I DAMN TIRED DUN TALK TO ME!" I NEVER SAID THAT but yet u all treat the boys as some shit like we are some animals to go and abuse. SO NEXT TIME I ANGRY I JUZ SAY F U LA i mean seriously what i damn tired leh u gottaundeerstand u noe!? thats totally absurd!!!! and van i asked u why u never go u said" COME FOR WHAT?!" u give me all the sayings like when i told u u were the one who left u said "yea i expected it was me" but yet u dun even do anything abt it!!!!!! maybe me and josh were in the wrong for not telling u why we werre pissed but seriously how u girls are treating us as is juz totally...... i dunno even noe what to say. seriously, if we are NTH and i mean NTH to you then juz say so. from the way u treat us now its like wah me and josh die no reaction the moment a girl goes into coma OH NOOOO ARE U OK ARE U OK?! come on la if we mean smth pls show some respect ok? then dun come and give me cock and bullshit story how much u scared of God coming soon and then a few days later... back to square number 1. then laterrr we get a quarrell everybody all say aiya everytime reuben is around sure got smth wrong. then all the blame goes to me again right? i have nth left to say becoz i think the rest will be too harsh.
Reuben