you know when i feel down and stuff u all say that its amazing how sarah and i can hold such love and stuff but honestly the person i admire most is really joshuah. becoz i noe what it is like to love someone and that person says she likes u but after a while doesn't.it really takes a lot to continue to love in a situation like this and yet at the same time take the impact of such a blow. so joshuah i really take my hat off :) and u have us dun worry.