hey guys,
um. i dont really know what to say.
like nowadays i feel just really useless.
like i dont fit in and stuff,
and my temper has really gotten seriously bad.
i can just shout at you with no reason,
or just say something super mean without any intention.
so, or ya, sorry if i broke my promise to my bffs.
but i really really have nothing to say.
just sorry and stuff.
but im still a bit pissed off with reuben.
yarh, even though i dont want to.
and i'm pretty upset that most of your were on his side.
and not seeing it from my point of view.
besides those who know the real truth.
anyway, i dont really wanna elaborate, but
its just case close.
and i dont feel like im part of this group anymore.
to tell the truth, IN MY OPINION
we're not really putting our words into actions.
like we talk about being united as one,
but we dont really have any unity do we?
we talk about trust,
but most of us havent really gained the trust from others.
*not hinting anything*
so i really really have thoughts about quitting this group
i dont know, lets just see.
yarh, okays.
so, er, bye.
PS, not to disagree with reuben about the gender post or anything,
but i just feel that guys and girls are both different and created
differently. like if your feel upset also that we call you guys insensitive,
then i suggest that you shouldnt be saying those mean things that
your call us in the first place. we got to make it work you know?
no offence to your la, i mean we girls have faults too right?
but thats how we're created, Nobody is perfect.
and this is just random but, we shouldnt make promises we cant keep.
*not to hint anything, i just wanted to say, maybe its for me*