Hmm as i was talking to karyne abt the feeling of rejection. i felt luike maybe i should share it with u all as we go through all these. Firstly, its really normal as u all noe. But i think sometimes when we feel down we focus too much on that feeling until it takes us over. its like sometimes u ask God to give u joy and love so u will feel good but actully by talking to Him u already have got it. its juz that sometimes we sub consciously think we must receive it this way. we must feel it. so thats why sometimes when u ask u dun receive its becoz u think in a wrong concept where u must receive it ur way when actually by juz talking or thinking in ur heart abt God u have already got it. so this is a way to conquer all these. Secondly....at times u ask" who am i?" the answer is simple... who u are is what God has put u as. U are a childof God. dun need any arguments abt that. That is who u are. If u think deeper into who u are.. then find out... what is ur purpose? isn't all our purpose the same? bring ppl to God as we grow in the spirit. that is our sole purpose God has given us. However if u want to find out like maybe "will i become this or that" then let time reveal that. Sometimes knowing urself too early can be a weakness as pride might settle in. so yup
Ben