this is not a gender issue. everything boys girls boys girls. its not.. i tell u some of the girls probably feel the same but everytime they dun dare to say it so in the end i have to do it. josh had to do it .james has to do it and when a quarrell starts oh its my fault i get the blame too ok? but am i whining all abt it do i go around eh u think you know me ah huh? i dun. you think i have nth else better than to be with you all. i can always go back to my cell oh but when i plan to go back u all say PLS LS U VERY IMPT. so i stayed. u think my cell has any conflict no we dun. and u think i wanna bring all these miserable hell to my life? i have so many better things to do but i'm clinging on and u think for you its easier. thats crap. if u were the one to haver the israelite thing? how would u feel by staring at us all right now? I'm doing this not becoz i have to. i can juz walk out on u all. but i love you all. ya i do. every single one. no matter how much u have irritated me. i love you. its really a small matter... i'm asking you guys to really juz stop all these.
Ben