yup yup i agree with James. abt yesterday i still believe what i did was right.maybe some of u find i'm always starting some fight or smth or by saying this makes me arrogant. True, i maybe a bit harsh but if u were someone's leader dun u think u want to be informed abt whatever is happening to ur cell member? and its not like i want to break up ppl i really dun want to do that. But i really feel the leaders deserve to noe. However, u can still continue and everything but i told u before even if i dun care anymore i will still inform but the leaders juz keep it and not do anything that was the deal and that was what i said. i juz hope nobody puts words into my mouth becoz i really did not promise anything. songjie, whatever u do i'm fine with it even the kissing it was abt joy not u. but if u get angry coz of this its ok:) firstly i was angry with joy becoz firstly.. u promise to take it slow... and secondly u promised from that mph day it was the last day. and u did not only make this promise to me but my sister as ur leader... ur so called bffs that u hug every week when u get the chance to and call them darling and stuff. i mean i noe u love them la.. but u always say u love them but yet u broke a promise to nearly all of them. so sometimes i really wonder if ur own desires and ur love for urself to be satisfied is stronger than the love u have for ur friends. if that is the case then i really have nth to say. a promise is a promise not juz a word. i learnt from the encounter sometimes the words u say can bring u a curse, make u a curse or be a blessing. Your words are alive. they bring meaning in the spiritual realm. which one u want to be will be up to you.