alot of things has been happening these past few days
for me la.
and like starting of the week i was quite stressed out
and like i wasn't the becky you're so used to seeing at church
its just like everythings running through your mind
and like you just dun know how to deal with anything
like you feel like you need a break but no one's giving you any
and like your situation is so called getting worser and worser and worser
during this week i think i prayed alot
like not those short gooodnight prayers la
but those like really long ones
that like i got stressed with myself cos like i felt that i was using God or something
then is like i'm worrying over every little thing and stressing out
and it really sucked...
like seriously like you completely lost yourself
and like start stoning and stuff.
i guess what really turned me around was God's word
and music and my friends(:
firstly i could like heard God telling me thiis through the song:
Stand by You - Carrie Underwood
and bible verses:
Psalm 121
Matthew 6:25-35
there's still a few more but i felt really encourage when i read it la(:
and now i'm beter liao (maybe crazier)
so ya... if you're feeling any thing like what i was feeling
just hoold your head up high and trust in God la
it seems very hard to do
but i believe that each and everyone of us can do it(:
lastly:
Dance like nobody's watching;
love like you've never been hurt.
Sing like nobody's listening;
Live like it's heaven on earth."