Ok since every one is like on bens side and saying he did not promise.... i don really care the person who really hurts my heart now is sam..... i don mean to causes any sadness or wat but i know sam was wif me by my side brothers in arms when he said those words... And if i am wrong then forget wat i am saying but i tot bros don switch sides and sam i have nothing to say la juz tears... I am sorry la if maybe i am some crazy person or like war to much... i know in my whole life i never seen soldiers and friends backstabbing each other...And in school i really take lots of pride wif u guys i remember the things we used to do once we were kinda free i mean i had a great time la..i remember in church camp me n sam stack the cups s high that was fun...i mean if u guys juz want to keep quite all the way. and support who ever who is most feared fine... i mean u guys i donnoe "won" in a way.. but i know its not about winning its about trust.. and ben james sam whoever u have every right to be angry if i am wrong...You guys noe wat really happen la. maybe next year i would juz stay at home and play com la but i juz want to say whatever words i said to ben about frens or to any one.. i still love u guys..... maybe i suck at being a friend or maybe i should juz leave the group..becz like wat ben said he dosen care maybe i should juz forget it like wat james said... And ben don feel sad..sam too... i am juz not sure if i know u guys...