Monday, February 16, 2009



They looked at eachother, and saw heaven in the dephts of each other`s
lightened eyes
they stared at eachother for a moment, sighed feeling a pressing in
their hearts, and then closed their eyes
their eyes were drowning in a bitter sweet confusion, afraid to open
again.
They were beautiful, too beautiful, but incomplete
they had velvet dreams living in the limbo of fear and desire
they looked at eachother, and feared the worse
that they would trumble on madness, that they would fall hopelessly
in love...
their hands touched, felt the warmth, the human scent of roses
skin on skin, it was the beginning of something they could not
understand
they knew that if they let their bodies feel one another, they would
never be strong enough to walk away.
They were living under the fake lights, for ages
performing and playing characters, they almost forgot who they were
sometimes the people around them brought enough rejoicing
sometimes it was just too cold on the set, and inside of them
then their eyes met one another, and danced a crying tango
even when the two men did not understand their senses, defying them,
and winning...
The words their mouths wanted to say, were hurting
sufocated and emprisoned, like a cursed warrior after the war
they looked at eachother, then looked down
they were beautiful, too beautiful
their beauty was like a sharp knife cutting the veils in pieces, and
revealing the sun
the freezing cold would be finally over, if they let the sun touch
them whole
no masks, no fear, no shame.
The people around them knew it all along
it was meant to be pure and ravishing
it was meant to be the dawn of a new world
if they let their eyes dive into one another, a little bit closer
and wipe the tears from their eyes with the flowing feathers, and
their crying love
forsake the siege within...
The words their mouths wanted to say, were coming to life
that night had to be the night of forgiveness
for their useless hurt and wasted time
that moment had to be the beginning of forever...
when they reached out their hands, with no fear
and the two hearts collided, absorving the familiar matter, forming a
single one
the restrained sighs would be replaced by moans of endless pleasure
the clear words their mouths wanted to say all along, were now
released for the first time
"Gen melin! Gen melin!"
"I love you! I love you!"
Wiping away the tears from their faces, and breathing deeply
breathing eachother, no more hurt.
"Hush now don´t cry my angel!"
"Nelladell nîn."
"Angel of mine."


ben praised Jesus at 10:26 PM





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